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My Chinese New Year

2012-01-29T18:50:00.002+08:00

Time flies! It is the 7th day of Chinese New Year. Happy Birthday to everyone! Well, I want start to blog about my Chinese New Year =)

I clean up my room, paint into pink colour and have 尾牙lunch before the Chinese New Year eve.

My pink room

尾牙

During Chinese New Year eve, I prepare myself and go grandma's house to serve our reunion dinner. All the dish look yummy and I ate a lot! Need to keep fit after Chinese New Year =( After the dinner, eat our delicious desserts - Haagen Dazs's ice cream. Dad brought 3 flavor ( Green tea, Cappuccino, and Chocolate) Love it so much!

Haagen Dazs's Ice Cream

The 1st day of Chinese New Year, go grandma's house again and watch the CNY special program through TV. It was a boring New Year compare to my childhood time.

The 2nd day of Chinese New Year, watch the CNY movie - I Love Hong Kong with Pika at Pacific's cinema.

The 3rd day of Chinese New Year, serve our reunion dinner again with my lovely grandma at Jade Blossom Restaurant at 1st Avenue.

Reunion dinner at Jade Blossom @ 1st Avenue

The 4th day of Chinese New Year, visit my secondary school teacher, Pn.Yip and Mr. Lee. Meet my dance club's friends too. At night, go 斗母宫 for 新春大团拜.

The 5th day of Chinese New Year, stay at home and wash my cloth because the next day, my dad have a CNY party at home. I need to clean up my room, toilet, living room and also my pet's shit! =P

The 6th day of Chinese New Year, my house having a CNY dinner party. We dance, drink beer/wine, and gambling too. After that, go Over Time at Raja Uda with College's friends.

Over Time at Raja Uda

The 7th day of Chinese New Year, is Pika's birthday. Go his house to celebrate his birthday and play mahjiang as well. His dog, Jason was so cute!

That all the seven days schedule. It look like a diary right? Because I really dunno how to write it out! Sorry for the inconvenience. I still got a lot of CNY event until the 15th day of Chinese New Year, will update it when I free.

PS: will upload the photo when I receive it.

Happy Dragon Year 2012

2012-01-17T20:36:00.001+08:00

Chinese New Year is around the corner, it is a dragon year! Most of the Chinese people love dragon because they believe dragon will bring happiness. Me already prepare my wishlist for 2012 and hope that all of the wish can achieve.

I dye my hair to brown colour and love it so much! Nice colour and hair style, haha. The hair colour make me look more younger than my actual age. =)

Brought a lot of new cloths and most of it is dress, wanna become more lady on this year. Mum buy a pair of boots from Thailand for me, and a pair of dancing boots cost Rm149!

This year, I also wanna change my room colour into pink! A very sweet and warm's colour for me. Feel excited to look the change of my room.

PS: sick again, hope that I can recover before Chinese New Year.

HAPPY DRAGON YEAR 2012

Holidays mood on!

2012-01-11T15:57:00.001+08:00

Finally I got time to update my blog after the final exam! Really super duper tired after the 6 exam papers and I still got 1 exam paper drop on tomorrow. =(

Feel very nervous about my final result although I have try my best to do it! *pray hard*

Chinese New Year mood is around, but I still need to study for my last exam paper, pity girl! Oh yeah, we got the RM200 book voucher from the government. =)

Ps: my holidays mood is on from this second! God, please bless me for my last exam paper on tomorrow. And I would do a wishlist for my 2012!

Happy Holidays every TARCIANS!

Star Cruises Trip

2011-12-31T18:40:00.001+08:00

The last post on 2011, wanna blog about my Star Cruises Trip during Christmas eve. It is the first time I went to Star Cruises, Superstar Libra. What a nice and luxury cruise! And it is a very first time I went into the casino, very excited!

We went to there on 5.30p.m. with mummy, grandma and aunt. After boarding, we served our buffet dinner before went into the casino. I apply a member card for entry the casino because already aged 18 year old, and get a lot of free gift there =)

The decoration and environment full of Christmas feel, and the buffet very tasty =)

Happy Star Cruises trip >.<

The gift I get from this trip~

Happy 2012 everyone =)

Have a bless!

Revision weeks eve

2011-12-19T23:44:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah! Christmas is coming soon =) Last Tuesday our college having a Christmas Night event. It was a beautiful and awesome night.

Pretty Christmas tree

After the Christmas event, we went to Green House to serve our supper. I super like the prawn mee at there. It was tasty and you can add in any ingredients that they have provided and the price is acceptable. Than, we go to seaside to watch the meteor. Unfortunately, I did not saw any meteor =(

My final exam is nearer and nearer! I still not yet touch my revision books. Hello, Musica! You must start study already ya! Fight for your future!

And, I was received my Business Accounting make good test result just now, thank god! I passed it! Thank to those who support me =)

Ps: I will start my revision tomorrow >.<

2 weeks before final exam

2011-12-16T21:53:00.002+08:00

Yes, this is second week of December. Two weeks before my final exam! But I still doing nothing and never touch my revision books! Feel stressful to face my final exam because I score very bad on my coursework. =(
PS: I must burn the midnight oil to finish my revision and prepare the exam next week!

Actually, this week I was attracted by a Hong Kong drama, [ Ghetto Justice]（怒火街头）.Kevin Cheng so handsome and his acting was awesome! I watch this drama because of him, he is my idol since I watched [Art Life]（写意人生）. I also love his performance in [ Staring By Each Step]（步步惊心）.

（不愧是2011万千星辉颁奖典礼的视帝）

You guy can watch this dram every Monday to Friday, 8pm at Astro Wah Lai Toi.

Oh ya, past Wednesday was my cute pet rabbit, Momo Wong's 1 year birthday. She received a big carrot and a bowl of pet food as her birthday presents! Stay cute forever ya! Love you, muackzz~~

My December mood

2011-12-11T21:20:00.000+08:00

Received my final exam timetable 6 days ago, I hate exam! By the way, I just finish all my presentation, test and debate last week, just left 1 Japanese listening test and 1 Japanese writing test only. Thank god! I got 1 week to relax and enjoying before I face my revision notes and exam!

I will busy for this 2 months to prepare my final exam, Christmas night event, Chinese New Year celebration and someone's birthday. I love to enjoy this busy life, although stressful but meaningful!

Good Luck to all TARCians, Gambateh in your final exam!

Dear brothers and sisters

2011-12-07T15:41:00.001+08:00

Dear brothers and sisters,

I am glad that have you all beside me when I am suffering and wondering. I know I am brave enough to confess and accept the result, don't worry, I am fine =)

I will never regret to what I did in the past and will have a positive thinking in the future.

When free, buy beers and having a gathering can?

Your Sincerely,

Musica

Miss you all~

KL 1 day trip

2011-12-04T14:20:00.001+08:00

Yesterday midnight just come back from KL, what a wonderful trip, enjoying but tired. We reach KL Dataran Merdeka around 7a.m. and snap a lot of photo there. Actually we take part in the Tarian Cuti-cuti 1 Malaysia, and the event end on 9a.m.

We reached Sungai Wang Plaza around 9.30 a.m. and serve our breakfast at lot 10 food court. After that, start to shopping! Girls love shopping especially Chinese New Year is around the corner. We went to 4 shopping complex, Pavilion - Fahrenheit 88 - lot 10 and Sungai Wang Plaza. Most of the shop having year end sale promotion or Christmas promotion, so I brought a lot of shirts and shoes there, and also never forget my Sticky candy~

2 pairs of shoes from Lemon Classic.

1 dress and 1 short pants from Mirrorcle at Fahrenheit 88

and 1 cloth 1 pants from Sungai Wang Plaza.

Full of Christmas feel~ Merry Christmas everyone!

我还是我

2011-12-02T20:35:00.000+08:00

我没有四爷般的霸道，没有八爷般的心机，

没有九爷般的野心，没有十爷般的率真，

没有十三爷般的桀骜，没有十四爷般的情义。

说不清为何遇见他，就这样一路走过，

我就是我，只是一个女孩，

我还是我，只是一个女人。

那些年@金马奖

2011-11-26T23:22:00.003+08:00

正看着第48届金马奖颁奖典礼，

九把刀的《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》共入围了四个奖项。

恭喜柯震东获得【最佳新人奖】，

当颁奖嘉宾念出他的名字的时候，我大喊了一顿，激动了一番！

大笨蛋！恭喜你获奖！你真的让我好想好想拥有一个柯景腾！

谢谢九把刀，柯震东，陈妍希，以及其他台前幕后的演员与工作者，

没有你们的付出，就没有《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》的出现；

没有《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》，
就不会有一部让我回忆青春的电影。

青春是一场大雨，即使感冒了，

还盼望回头再淋它一次 ♥

虽然九把刀，胡夏还有陈妍希与金马奖擦身而过，
可是你们都是最棒的！

《娇、巧、俏》

2011-11-21T17:37:00.001+08:00

第24届全槟舞蹈观摩赛终于结束了，无可否认，槟州的舞蹈水平真的是深不可测。钟灵独中的《典扎》与菩提国中的《赞花》更是舞得出神入化，令人目不转睛，不得不佩服他们背后所付出的努力与辛苦。

最令我开心的，就是母校北海钟灵国中的《娇、巧、俏》赢得了金奖。虽然不是什么大不了的事，却让我开心得哭了。坐在那大礼堂里，忐忑不安的等待着学妹们的表演。音乐想起的那一刹那，我的心也随着起舞。多年前的那一天，我也曾站在那舞台上。他们一起一伏的动作，都牵引着我的每个细胞，紧握着的双手不停的颤抖。突然间，我怔住了！那是多么整齐的舞步啊！跟着节奏跳跃的拍子，多么的优美，多么的吸引。就是那蒲扇与右脚一起一落配合的那一幕，紧紧地牵动我的心跳。就在掌声响起的时候，才惊觉已流下两行泪。

颁奖的时刻带着忐忑的心情等待着，深怕期望越大，失望越大。当大屏幕上出现母校的名字与分数时，雀跃的心情非笔墨所能形容。多么肯定的分数，其中一位评审老师更是给了90分！看着学妹们愉悦笑着，心也豁然开朗。当年的含恨，如今终于得以雪耻。

瞧，姥姥们笑得多开心=)

My November

2011-11-14T20:38:00.001+08:00

It is November now, year 2011 is end soon. Nothing special for my study life, still full with assignment, test, presentation and debate. Final exam is coming soon, and I not yet study any books. Study life is beautiful but stressful, I strongly agree.

Last Friday watching an awesome movie with a friend, [You Are The Apple Of My Eye]. I read this novel since I was studying Form 4, a very touching and sad case ending. Although it is a sad ending, but it bring back a lot of my primary and secondary memories. I also brought a lot of Giddens's novel, but no time to read it. Hope that after final exam, I got more and more time to digest all the novel!

座位前，座位后，男孩衣服背上开始出现蓝色墨点。

一回头，女孩的笑颜，让男孩魂萦梦系了八年，羁绊了一生。

You Are The Apple Of My Eye

2011-11-12T15:34:00.003+08:00

终于在昨天看了《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》，
一部青春X 热血的电影。

九把刀不只打造了时光机让自己回到过去，

我们也乘着他的时光机，回到了我们的那些年。

一样的对白，一样的表情，我的青春也不过如此。

只不过，我不是沈佳宜，而是柯景腾。

每个男孩的心里都有一个沈佳宜，

但不是每个女孩都像沈佳宜一样有一个柯景腾。

沈佳宜是幸福的，柯景腾也是幸福的。

沈佳宜的幸福是因为有一个很爱她男生一直在追她；

而柯景腾的幸福是因为他拥有了一个可以用一辈子来追的女生。

沈佳宜结婚了，新郎不是柯景腾。

不过，当你很真正喜欢一个人的时候，
原本认为自己绝对不会想去祝福她，

当她站在你面前时，才知道原来自己打从心底希望她是幸福的。

因为，我想成为一个很厉害的人，让这个世界因为有了我，

而有一点点的不一样。而我的世界，不过就是妳的心。

谢谢你，我的苹果。也谢谢你，九把刀。

让我在电影院里洒下青春的泪水，

带着那些年的回忆，继续为我的人生不停地战斗。

情义十四爷

2011-11-12T14:57:00.000+08:00

十四阿哥，一个最受康熙爷疼爱的一个阿哥。康熙爷曾说过，“十四阿哥最肖朕”。自幼跟随在八哥身边，对自己的亲生哥哥却不怎么喜欢，甚至产生排挤。十四爷，也是唯一一个娶到若曦的阿哥，原因无他，“只要愿意割舍，二七必如所愿”。
要说十四阿哥深情，其实也不为过。他喜欢若曦，不比四爷八爷少；却又不敢表态，默默的为若曦付出。草原的骑马比赛，若曦为了帮助十四爷，拼了命的赛马。那支金钗，被十四爷小心翼翼的收藏了起来。直至若曦逝世了，仍不知道他细心的收藏着看似普通，却对他意义非凡的金钗。看着若曦围绕在四爷与八爷之间的感情纠葛，既心疼又生气。十四阿哥是一个沉不住气的人，不明白的事，非得要问个清楚。就这样，才会有这么一句：“马尔泰若曦，你究竟想要什么？”多么霸气的一句话啊！是啊，你想要什么，我都能给你，不过请你告诉我，可以吗？
看着若曦为十三爷请命，淋了一整夜的雨，不舍的他跪在康熙爷的殿前淋雨跪着，跟四爷比起来，心意都一样。只不过四爷为了避嫌，不能在康熙爷面前如此做。当听到太子爷要纳若曦为妾，真的是又气又恨。直到最后，若曦被康熙爷指婚给了他，若曦却公然抗旨，被贬入浣衣局。这时的十四阿哥，也因为边疆的叛乱，被封为大将军王，出兵边塞。多次的凯旋而归后，十四阿哥不要康熙爷的任何赏赐，只求来一道圣旨，赐婚的圣旨。
不久后，康熙爷驾崩了，遗诏中本该由十四爷继位，但是因为四爷的关系，十四爷不但连康熙爷的遗容也见不到，甚至连德妃娘娘仙逝的时候，也未能见上一面。最后，若曦因为受不了皇宫里的生活，让十三爷带了一句话给十四爷说：“我愿意”。十四爷二话不说，带着康熙爷所赐的圣旨，千里迢迢的从遵化赶到北京，就只因为若曦的这句话。虽然若曦嫁给了十四阿哥当了侧福晋，两人之间的关系却没有任何的改变。十四爷之所以会这么做，是因为他想给她她想要的。十四爷对若曦的爱，就是若曦要什么，就给什么。就算两人之间没有任何的交际，他也愿意。
若曦离世了，在那梅花盛开的早晨，静静的陪着若曦的十四阿哥，终于崩溃了。他尊重若曦的决定，将她火化。就在灵堂前，十四阿哥恍然大悟，若曦最爱的还是四爷。这样一个深情的阿哥，就算最爱的人不爱她，他也心甘情愿的为她。一个曾是大将军王的阿哥，最终被幽禁在德妃娘娘的寝宫中，度过余生。

PS：终于将步步惊心里所有阿哥的点评写完了，也松了一口气。希望大家喜欢 =)

桀骜十三爷

2011-11-10T23:03:00.002+08:00

终于来到了十三阿哥，一个我满欣赏的阿哥。他桀骜不羁，向往自由自在的生活，却无奈此生已托付帝王家。他没有阿哥的傲气，却带着江湖的义气。额娘早逝，他跟随四爷，成为四爷唯一的寄托。多么豪迈的一个男子啊，可惜生错帝王家。
他与若曦是非关风月，只为真心的关系。这样的一个男子，是如此的悉心，让人觉得安心与踏实。当初若曦向十三爷靠拢，是因为知道九子夺嫡的结局，胜利的是四爷与十三爷。但是，相处的过程当中，若曦不得改变对十三爷的看法。若曦曾说过，“懂我者，非十三爷莫属”。他就像现代的知心朋友一样，虽然一看已看穿你的心事，却又事不关己的在一旁默默守护。
若曦以梅花来代表十三爷，是最适合不过了。梅花不畏惧严冬，傲立在风雪中，就像十三爷幽禁于养蜂夹道一样，就算再怎么难熬也不退缩。除此以外，敏敏格格与十三爷的一段露水姻缘，也看得我的心揪了起来。
第一次与敏敏格格相遇，彼此都不知道对方的身份就玩起了叼羊的游戏。别后，也各自留下了假名，月亮与星星。直到蒙古王爷觐见康熙爷，他们才知道彼此正真的身份。为敏敏格格唱了祝酒歌，那时候的十三爷是多么的豪迈与爽朗。没有争夺，没有野心，一个深宫内院长大的阿哥，竟然可以如此的像在苍天翱翔的雄鹰一样。若曦向十三爷表达了敏敏格格的心意，只可惜十三爷爱理不理的，却不知这是一种无可奈何的表示。敏敏格格自小在宽阔的蒙古草原长大，过着的是自由自在的生活；跟着红色围墙围着的紫禁城一点都格格不入。十三爷知道自己不能让敏敏格格过着向以前一般快乐的生活，再者，深宫的女人，不是勾心斗角，就是郁郁不欢，这样只会剥夺敏敏格格的快乐。
就这样，他们没有走向彼此，而敏敏格格也被指婚给了佐鹰。就在分别的那一天，敏敏格格手舞红梅，带着十三爷的回忆，满满的。她不望向星星，不是因为太阳的出现，而是月亮的不舍。白雪红梅，一个多么美丽的画面，却带着星星和月亮的悲伤。当十三爷用玉笛吹起祝酒歌时，敏敏格格泪流满面的陪唱着，十三爷也不好过。不过，最让十三爷牵挂的，还是绿芜。绿芜是一名雅妓，却丝毫没有风尘味，怀着与十三爷一样的对自由的向往。也是十三爷幽禁于养蜂夹道时，最大的精神支柱。无奈十三爷侧福晋的言语挑拨，使得绿芜选择了自尽，留下了两人的孩子，承欢。
十三阿哥，一个只爱漠北射雕，江南听曲，快意江湖的阿哥；一个为了四爷幽禁于养蜂夹道十年亦无怨无悔的阿哥，一个在九子夺嫡结束后，获得最好待遇的阿哥。只可惜当年幽禁养蜂夹道十年，身体已大不如从前。若曦走后不久，也因病逝世了。

PS：带着满心的期待，写下了十三爷的点评。最感动的莫过于他与敏敏格格的那一段。文字无法表达着深深的感情，只有看了才知道。接下来就是最后一位阿哥，十四阿哥了。

率真十爷

2011-11-08T23:28:00.000+08:00

十爷可算是九子夺嫡中，最没有心机的阿哥了。他直肠直肚，想什么说什么，一点儿危机意识都没有。这样的一个草包阿哥，跟宫廷根本就格格不入。若曦说得对，跟这样的人做朋友是最舒服的，因为不必费心去揣测他内心到底在想什么。
若曦，不，是张晓。一开始来到康熙年间时，最先遇到的阿哥就是十爷与九爷。十爷回头扮起白兔还有吃饭时被若曦狠狠的瞪了一眼，都是最自然最纯真的一面。十爷不像其他阿哥，过目不忘，什么诗词歌赋，背了三四遍还是记不住。脾气又常常憋不住，没心机的想说什么就说什么，常惹得别人在一旁冒冷汗。想当初，十爷与若曦第一次见面的时候，不论是看宋词，郊外骑马还是十爷的寿宴，都像青梅竹马那样，纯纯的。
中秋节那天，康熙替十爷指婚，指的不是马尔泰若曦，而是郭络罗明玉。生在帝王家，不得不面对这样的困境，虽然那时候男人都可以三妻四妾，但这是带着现代思想的若曦最不能忍受的。面对这样的指婚，若曦开始思考自己的未来，因为这个时代不是人人平等的。每个人都是皇上的棋子，是生是死全凭皇上一念之间。万念俱灰的十爷问若曦，她可愿意当他的侧福晋？若曦拒绝了。十爷又问：若曦，你喜欢过我吗？若曦淡淡的回答，喜欢过的。那时的十爷，就像刚谈恋爱的小伙子一样，羞涩又开心。十爷说过，一直想问若曦这个问题，却又害怕直到答案，真的好像《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》中的柯景腾。
十爷终究还是娶了明玉，但是夫妻俩之间不时为了若曦争吵，还打了起来。直到有一天，十爷怒气冲冲的想要休掉明玉，才忽然发现，两人在不知不久中已经互相离不开对方。当年爱着冰糖葫芦，现在才发现最爱的还是芙蓉糕。若曦的一番开解，使得十阿哥与明玉明白对方在心中的重要性。除此以外，十爷更是八爷党的一员。但是十爷不像九爷般心狠手辣，也不像十四爷般另有心计，就是单纯的跟着八哥，为八哥打抱不平而已。之后雍正登基，被贬到蒙古边疆去，从此跟着明玉过着只羡鸳鸯不羡仙的生活。

PS：越来越懒惰了，真的很不好意思。十爷的就这么多吧！接下来就是我满欣赏的十三爷啦，回想起看《步步惊心》时，敏敏格格给十三爷跳红梅舞，十三爷吹了一首祝酒歌，心里满满都是感动。

野心九爷

2011-10-30T21:35:00.000+08:00

终于开始执笔为这我不欣赏的九爷写点评，实在是有点难以下手。他是大清朝最大贪的阿哥，也是最狠毒的阿哥，毒蛇老九是后人给他的称谓。
九爷心思虽不如四爷或八爷般细密，却不惜买通人当眼线，康熙爷的一举一动都知道的清清楚楚。他敛财，就是为了帮八哥铺路，他狠毒，也是为了日后八哥能当上皇上。他为八爷可说是尽心尽力，只可惜用错了方法。九爷不觊觎皇位，这只是我的想法。试想想，若觊觎，为何到最后还是费劲心思的想让八哥登上皇位呢？当年八爷身边的八爷党，十爷早已不过问，更何况被发配到边疆去；十四爷另有图谋，就只剩下九爷了。雍正登基后，九爷还是站在八爷那，做最后的努力，收买弘时为八哥说话。由此可见，九爷无心皇位，为的只是好好辅佐八爷。
最想不到的，就是玉檀。这个在康熙爷身边当奉茶宫女的女孩，竟然是九爷的眼线。看着玉檀缓缓地说出与九爷的一段缘，实在是为这女孩惋惜。她爱他，甚至为他呆在这深宫里当眼线也无所谓，就是为了报答他的恩惠，以及对他的倾心。就算在这深宫中远远的望着他，心满意足矣。九爷对她上心吗？不知。毒蛇老九就像冰块脸四爷一样，不会刻意将心意写在脸上。直到玉檀死后，十三爷将血书交与他时，才发现九爷他不是不上心，而是不懂珍惜。若无心，何必说“让我死都不安心，心带后悔与怜惜”。九爷宁愿玉檀恨他，恨他为什么让她在这深宫中，让她受蒸刑。只可惜，玉檀无怨无悔无恨。之后，九爷被废了宗籍，改名“赛思黑”意为讨厌鬼。

PS：为这些天迟迟不更新道个歉。草草的写了九爷的点评，因为剧里九爷的戏份可真少之又少，与玉檀也没有什么对手戏。接下来就是被称为“草包老十”的十阿哥了。

温润八爷

2011-10-19T19:50:00.001+08:00

欲提笔给八爷写些什么，才能让大家明白这位众人口中称颂的“八贤王”是如何的在这九子夺嫡争斗中，由最辉煌的一刻跌入万劫不复的深渊。正所谓“阿哥出生在皇家，人人称颂人人夸。九子夺嫡机关算，由始至终梦一场。”
若曦本是八爷的小姨子，无奈体内的灵魂却是三百年后的张晓。初见八爷，就如若曦说的，“这个八阿哥，要家世有家世，要样貌有样貌，极品男人”。是啊，的确是这样的。要说八爷，就应该从他额娘良妃卫氏说起。良妃本为辛者库的一位奴才，有幸得康熙爷青睐临幸，才诞下的八爷。八爷自知额娘的生份不如其他娘娘，而当时的太子爷又毫不争气，抱有来日登大位得以为额娘及自己争口气的希望，开始了夺嫡的路途。历史上的清朝，都因为让阿哥们参与朝政，为了减少自成一党的事件发生，从来不立太子。但是康熙爷对于赫舍里皇后用情至深，才将自己亲手抚养长大的二阿哥立为太子，辗转的造成夺嫡的局面。
说得有些离题了，言归正传。这位从三百年后穿越来的小妮子，当然也知道了所有人的结局。看着八爷如此悉心的呵护若兰，温柔的微笑，轻声细语的说话，怎么能让她不动心呢？就在知道了若兰为何对八爷如此的不上心后，若曦感到八爷是可怜的，想爱的人却不能得到她的爱。就在八爷把凤血玉镯戴在若曦手上的时候，我觉得他不是真心的，他只是想找一个若兰的替代品。
出塞的时候，敏敏格格教若曦骑马却搞砸了，幸得八爷相救。那一刻的八爷，笑着对若曦说，你心里是有我的。看得出，八爷很开心，发自内心的开心。我想，他应该是觉得若曦喜欢他，才开心的。至于他喜不喜欢若曦，实在看不出。无可否认，那一段时光，是若曦与八爷最开心最快乐的日子，没有皇位，没有争夺，没有这一切一切心狠手辣的事情，时间仿佛为他们停留。若曦以为爱可以改变一个人，却不知她想改变的不是一个普通的人，而是一个阿哥，一个处心积虑想要拥有皇位的一个阿哥。
就在若曦试着说服八爷放弃争夺的时候，反而激起了他的雄心斗志且态度坚决。他不甘他所做的一切就这样付之一炬，他想要搏一搏，想要试一试。无奈的若曦之得好心告知，“小心四爷，隆科多，年羹尧等人” 却不知这举动，牵动了十三爷幽禁于养蜂夹道，四爷韬光养晦蓄势待发，以及之后的一切一切。没错，八爷这一棋的确是想将四爷给办了，却不知途中会杀出一个十三爷，但也将四爷打击不少。
最没想到的是，“海东青”事件竟让着处处机关算尽的八爷跌入万劫不复的深渊。本想讨得康熙爷欢心，却落得如此下场，咎由自取。要怪只怪自己锋芒太露，再加上之前结党营私的事件，造成康熙爷的震怒！虽然失去了康熙爷的信任，可他却得到了明慧的爱和不离不弃。康熙爷驾崩后，被封为廉亲王。虽为亲王，实则已无心朝政，看着四爷一直打压着自己的势力也默默的承受了。之后，若兰与明慧先后离世，让当日意气风发的八爷变得意志消沉，唯有对若曦的事稍微上心，其他的皆不关心。
很多人应该会误解，当日八爷找四爷摊牌，是为了刺激四爷。然而，事实却是为了若曦。倘若他不这么做，若曦怎能如愿的离开紫禁城呢？那时的八爷，变回了当初那个温文尔雅的八爷，为的只是帮助若曦完成心愿。他爱过若曦吗？爱过，当然爱过，只不过在失去过后才知道曾经爱过。八爷最后的结局，看过历史的大概都不陌生，他被雍正废除宗籍，改名阿其那。

PS：啰啰嗦嗦的写了一大篇，才惊觉对八爷不是很深的了解。为了让我发下豪语说写下《步步惊心》里阿哥们的点评能顺利的完成，我绞尽脑汁把八爷的印象给整理出来。对不起啊，各位八爷党们，我让你们失望了。但这位八爷，始终得不到我的欣赏。好了，接下来就是历史上著名的“毒蛇老九”了，高难度的挑战啊！

内敛四爷

2011-10-17T18:20:00.007+08:00

琢磨着如何下笔，才能为这位自古以来被人称作是“冷面皇帝”的雍正爷辩解。没错，他执政后所推行的政策全都是用强硬手段来完成，也有人说他是篡位才得以登基，但为何他会这么做呢？“子非鱼，安知鱼之苦”啊！

第一最好不想见，如此便可不相恋。第一次相遇，若曦知道他就是未来的大清主子，为了避讳，她拜托十三爷打听他的喜好，深怕一个不留神把他给得罪了。但这举动，却换来他的会错意，但也成就了一段缘分。那一问一答的瞬间，忽然觉得那被若曦称为“冰块脸”的四爷，竟是如此的坦然。我相信，那时四爷是动情了，没别的，就因为相信了。当若曦在他手上写下“皇位”问他想要与否，他轻描淡写的说出了“想要”，他只是想要，不是一定要，非要不可。

看着四爷为了十三爷幽禁于养蜂夹道的事情流下了男儿泪，这样的一个男子，如何让人不心疼。最懂他，最护他的十三弟为了他，选择了这样的一个结局。而这，也造就了他非得登上皇位不可的一个理由。若曦冒雨跪求，他选择在家冒雨相陪，却不去求康熙爷，是因为他真的无能为力。试想想，这事是因他而起，十三爷冒死顶罪，倘若他再求情，或许也会和十三爷一样被幽禁。他不能被幽禁，他也不能失去十三弟。唯有留下，才能救出十三爷。

为了救出十三爷，他开始退出朝政，在家务农，“晨兴理荒秽，带月荷锄归”，只为了让康熙爷减少对他的看法。韬光养晦，就只为了他朝能够再次与十三弟相见。很多人开始在这里不喜欢他，认为他很阴险，我想，若有其他办法，何必选择如此残忍的结局。毙鹰事件，五马分尸阿灵阿，活蒸玉檀。。。多么恐怖多么触目惊心啊！为了打击八爷与九爷，他瞒着若曦把这一切都做了。没错，是瞒着若曦的，他不想然若曦知道他是这么的残忍，却又对八爷与九爷的挑衅忍无可忍。试想想，就算不是四爷登基，其他爷应该也会这样做的。那个年代，身为君主，为了铲除异己，什么手段使不得？

若曦离去，看着楼台处的他滴下泪，如此心碎，谁人能了？他不是不爱她，他只是接受不了背叛。看着若曦如此的憔悴，唯有放手成全，独自承受着一切。直到若曦离世，看着那一箱子的“行到水穷处，坐看云起时”，还有那支他为她挡住的箭。那时的雍正，无助的像个小孩一样。之后，十三爷也离世了，看着偌大的紫禁城，他只说了一句“他们都走了，只有我了”。黯然神伤的眼神望着远方，孤独的身影，一直以来最信任最在乎的两个人都走了，他什么都不怕了。

看到很多人如此的误解四爷，真为他感到惋惜，人们都说“康乾盛世”，却都忘了康熙爷与乾隆爷之间，还有一个雍正。虽然登基只有短短的十三年，却为康乾盛世铺下一条康庄大道，把大清朝推向最辉煌的高峰。

PS：写点评真的很头疼，想着要如何运笔，才能把我心中的四爷带给大家。我承认我太自负了，总以为自己能把阿哥们的点评写好，却不得不钦佩桐华姐姐把《步步惊心》给写出来。接下来我会试着把我心中的八爷给写出来，还请各位多多包涵。

（预告）步步惊心-阿哥们的点评

2011-10-17T11:21:00.001+08:00

内敛四爷，温润八爷，野心九爷，率真十爷，桀骜十三爷，情义十四爷。这座迷失之城里，每个男子的秘密，就让我们一步一惊心，揭开各位爷不为人知的一面吧~

PS：将会由四爷开始，叙述着我对众阿哥们的看法与感受，谨此与大家一起分享我心中的《步步惊心》。

步步惊心 3

2011-10-12T11:45:00.002+08:00

昨夜里无聊的在面子书的搜寻处打上了“林更新”这个名字，意外的让我发现了这一系列的图片。我想，我是入戏太深了吧！看着这些图片也会哭，真是的！！！尤其是那一句“只要愿意割舍，二七必如所愿” ，真是句句深入心中，字字言不由衷。废话不多说，看图吧~

圣祖康熙爷

四爷-爱新觉罗胤禛

十四爷-爱新觉罗允祯

马尔泰若曦

十三爷-爱新觉罗允祥

蒙古格格-苏完瓜尔佳敏敏

绿芜

十爷-爱新觉罗允俄

十福晋-郭络罗明玉

八爷-爱新觉罗允禩

八嫡福晋-郭络罗明慧

八侧福晋-马尔泰若兰

九爷-爱新觉罗允禟

玉檀

瀟湘雨，水若寒，獨坐深宮莫憑欄。

步惊心，深深漫，君臨天下莫抱憾。

仰望蒼穹，幾度輪迴，不見亦不散。

摘自《吴奇隆贴吧》

Mum birthday

2011-10-11T21:55:00.001+08:00

This few days keep busying with my homework, presentation, dance practice and lovely drama. I like this kind of life, busy with the things that I like and done it =)

Yesterday was my mum birthday, Happy Birthday mummy ♥

We went to "The Ship" at Batu Feringgi on last Sunday to have our dinner and celebration. After that they send me back to my hostel. Is Monday again!!!

Nice and yumy food

步步惊心 2

2011-10-09T00:39:00.002+08:00

天啊，深陷《步步惊心》已有好几日了，如今还在回味着当时的剧情。不时翻看着扣人心弦的一幕，惊觉已泪流满面。那是多么细腻的呈现，是多么深深地弹拨着每个人的心弦。就如这最后的信一样，只有她可以叫他胤禛，只有他允许她这么叫他。他是皇帝，却让他毫无忌讳的直呼他的名字，是多么的不一般。

最好不见，最好不念，如此才可不与你相恋。

多一步的擦肩，就步步沦陷。

是时间的过错，让我们只能错过。我多想念，你多遥远。

（一念执着 - 主题曲）

只想让你知道，我真的很好；爱一生恋一世，我也会等你到老。

只想让你知道，放不下也忘不掉；你的笑你的好，是我温暖的依靠。

（等你的季节 - 插曲）

不再看，天上太阳透过云彩的光；不再找，约定了的天堂。

不再叹，你说过的人间世事无常，借不到的三寸日光。

那天堂，是我爱过你的地方。

（三寸天堂 - 片尾曲）

全剧的精华，就浓缩在以上的歌词中~

PS：我好像影响了蛮多人看这部剧的，但是好剧就是要分享的 =)

附上两张亲自ps的图 XD

步步惊心

2011-09-26T22:58:00.004+08:00

这几天又疯狂的迷失在了《步步惊心》这部剧中，久久不能自拔。虽然穿越剧之前也看过一部 -《宫锁心玉》。但相比之下，这一部却让我揪心，感叹与无奈。听着剧里的歌曲，就能知道这部剧想表达的一切，是多么的惆怅。

明知是一条不归路，明知这一切的结局却妄想的任性的爱一次。是啊，就一次，就算他是四王爷，是雍正帝，他依然是她心中的胤禛。

这样一个史记记载中的“冷面皇帝”，却为了她选择在着幽幽的紫禁城中摊开了心扉，是多么的令人惊讶。他不是冷面，他只是隐忍，却只在她面前坦然了他的心。

我纠结了，无论是《宫锁心玉》还是《步步惊心》，我心偏的始终是四阿哥。雍正原是我最不喜欢的清朝皇帝之一，但因为这些剧，我改观了。是经过了多少的磨练，才能成就这样的君主，实在是不敢多想。或许这一切只是编剧的妙笔生花，但我还是信了，完完全全的信了。

行到水穷处，坐看云起时

PS:我只能说，我的文笔已刻画不出这剧中的精髓，唯有细细品味，才能得知其中千般滋味。

My third week holidays

2011-09-18T21:46:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of my holidays, sad~ The timetable is out and I hate it! Everyday start at 9a.m. and end at 3p.m. or 4.30p.m.except Thursday. More worse than last semester! Hope that I can handle all the subject will and the most important is accounting, still got two accounting paper is waiting me to resit, sad case.

My "beautiful" timetable!!!!

The next things that destroy my holidays mood is the result!!! Oh my god, really no eyes see my result, fail one subject again. Need to resit it at next semester again, hopeless......

Lastly, watch a lot of drama during this holidays. All of the drama really nice and there are

Breakout

Devotion

Sunny Happiness

Dong Yi

My Lucky Star

I know that some of the drama are outdated but it really nice and TV keep showing it. That all of my holidays~

Happy reopen school for all TARCians~~~

My second week holidays

2011-09-13T22:57:00.000+08:00

Time flies, it is my last week's holidays now! Is time to write about my second week's holidays =)

Last Friday have a small small gathering with Mirror Lim, Cactus Ong and Wendy Chiew. Tomyam again and also celebrate Cactus Ong's birthday and chit chat until midnight.

Friend forever~

My brother's birthday also drop on this Sunday, but I brought his birthday gift yesterday. What a nice sister!

Nice wrapping gift box

One of the most important things is, I get back my book from Popular - 《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》and the autograph from 九把刀。Like it very much although I dunno what he draw =P

The book and autograph

The pass three days is 北海斗母宫“月光照宫殿，绿意展大地”园游会。I just can say there are "people mountain people sea", hahaha~ All the games and performance are nice and great!

The dance performance by my dad, mum and their students

Lastly, is my smurfs collection from Mcdonald's. The 10 smurfs is staying at my house now and they are so cute! I ate 3 weeks Mcdonald's to collect all of the smurfs, must keep fit now!

My smurfs collection

That all of my second week's holidays, what a wonderful week!

奔向你

2011-09-11T03:03:00.004+08:00

终于都走到最后了，《新还珠格格之人儿何处归》圆满的落幕了。陪伴了我三个月的连续剧就这样结束了，还真的有点不舍。看了微博和贴吧的评语，各人有各人的看法吧，不能一竹竿打翻一艘船。我的看法是，这结局不太好。小燕子和永琪没有成亲，是全剧的一大遗憾；欣荣跟愉妃，是全剧的一大败笔。我恨了，我恨愉妃，我恨欣荣！但是没有他们，根本就显不出永琪的心。是啊，永琪是跟欣荣圆房了，为的就是给额娘和欣荣一个希望。深宫里的女人，生存下去的动力就是那一点的血脉了。结局是很随便也很草率，不过还是让我哭的淅沥哗啦的。
看图吧~ （张睿 —— 奔向你，新还珠片头曲）

还记得，初相见，是场震撼；从此后，我心里，被你填满，

狂风中，暴雨里，心心相印；迎着风，迎着雨，笑容灿烂，

奔向你，让我们策马奔腾；奔向你，让我们踏遍红尘，

奔向你，让我们紧紧相随；奔向你，让我们挥洒青春，

这场爱，强烈到，天崩地裂；这场爱，简直是，轰轰烈烈，

不管他，人世间，几人能解，我和你，共始终，此情不灭。

也曾经，让你哭，陪你流泪；转眼间，你用爱，把握包围，

为了你，我可以，放弃一切；为了你，走天涯，始终不悔，

奔向你，让我们策马奔腾；奔向你，让我们踏遍红尘，

奔向你，让我们紧紧相随；奔向你，让我们挥洒青春，

这场爱，强烈到，天崩地裂；这场爱，简直是，轰轰烈烈，

不管他，人世间，几人能解；我和你，共始终，此情不灭。

奔向你，让我们策马奔腾；奔向你，让我们踏遍红尘，

奔向你，让我们紧紧相随；奔向你，让我们挥洒青春，

这场爱，强烈到，天崩地裂；这场爱，简直是，轰轰烈烈，

不管他，人世间，几人能解；我和你，共始终，此情不灭。

《新还珠格格之燕儿翩翩飞》、《新还珠格格之风儿阵阵吹》、

《新还珠格格之人儿何处归》

My first week holidays

2011-09-08T00:46:00.002+08:00

I have been doing one week's part time at popular again, nice working experience =)

This is my schedule during my first week holidays ♥

My first gathering during sem break, with my brothers and sisters =) We gather and support our Kelvin in Mr. Chung Ling competition. Although he just get 2nd runner up, but he is the Mr. Chung Ling in our mind.

The 2nd gathering, with Li Hwa's classmates. We know each other for 10 years and this is the farewell for our Mr. Goh because he is preparing go to UK for his study.

Oh, my smurfs! I wish to collect all of the smurfs.

My angry bird's pencil case brought from popular, cute and comfortable!

The baking powder from Etude House, this is the first time I brought and hope it is useful =P

Just finish this movie with Ah Yong at GSC, Sunway Carnival yesterday, nice movie!

Hope that I can enjoy another two weeks's holidays as happy as I could~

无可奈何

2011-08-28T01:19:00.001+08:00

人生中有许许多多的无可奈何，

我们只能选择面多或是逃避，

前者解决问题；而后者制造问题。

Stress exam week

2011-08-20T16:51:00.000+08:00

I really feel stress during this semester's final exam compare to last time. My exam timetable is whole weeks non-stop and I am no mood for study just because the stupid exam timetable is too rush. It is harder and harder when I finish each semester, but still have 3 more semesters need to go, and I wish to graduate in next year, no more resit paper! Good luck in the next 5 days, you can handle it very well, your bonus is 3 weeks holidays~

Lazy Blogger

2011-08-09T01:13:00.000+08:00

I really lazy to update my blog, what a lazy blogger! This few days just keep watching my lovely drama < New My Fair Princess>, oh my god! It is super nice, If you dislike this drama, just ignore this.

Final exam is around the corner, but I still no doing my revision yet. ( Really super lazy =.= ) Hope that I will change my attitude =) Oh yeh, final exam is around the corner mean that my sem break is coming soon! Cant wait for it and need have a nice plan during this sem break~

For those who sit for their final exam,

Oh, August is coming soon

2011-07-27T23:39:00.003+08:00

Just received my exam timetable yesterday and I hate it!! From 20-8-2011 until 25-8-2011, six days non-stop! Oh My God! I need to prepare well this time, cant fail any subjects anymore. Just left 3 weeks for me to study all the subjects and I still have two presentation is waiting me. Tomorrow is English presentation and Friday is Japanese presentation. GOD BLESS ME~

Change topic~~~ The storyline of New My Fair Princess is getting nervous and funny now, cant wait to finish it in one day, but every day just showing two episode only, sad =( Here is the picture in the drama, I love this part so much~~~

礼运大同篇

那眼神，萌啊！

加送两首可爱的歌=）

礼运大同篇MV

吉祥歌MV，超可爱的

最萌的五阿哥 ~ 张睿

2011-07-20T18:56:00.005+08:00

作为一个皇帝的爱子来说，五阿哥少了几分霸气多了几分温柔，自从认识小燕子后，深深地被其吸引着，他将自己一生的爱恋全心地给了她，甚至为了她放弃了江山。他，就是——永琪。

姓名：张睿
原名：张航睿
性别：男
出生日期：1987年04月07日
出生地：辽宁锦州
籍贯：河北
身高：180cm
体重：63公斤
特长：表演唱歌戏曲创作游泳
星座：白羊
民族: 回族
血型：B
职业：歌手演员主持人
毕业学校：中央戏剧学院（06表）
学位：表演学学士
圈中好友：李晟，潘杰明，海陆，李佳航，何炅等

你从来不会见过如此帅气的男生。

带着他人没有的干净与清爽。

气质超群的他有着超级好看的眉眼，

不爱招摇的性格和略带腼腆的笑容。

PS: 我看这部剧就只是在看他 =P

My Fair Princess (New)

2011-07-17T23:56:00.002+08:00

New < My Fair Princess > is showing! This time, auntie Qiong Yao add in some new character and make this drama more cute and difference compare to last time. New character make this drama look fresh and the dress code are so beautiful. I just watch first two episode only, feel that the opening is a bit boring! I am waiting the part Xiao Yan Zi become the princess and the story in the palace~

三组不同的五阿哥与小燕子，还是苏有朋与赵薇这组最经典！

My Fair Princess 1 & 2

My Fair Princess 3

New My Fair Princess

PS: I found that 5 Ah Ge very cute and handsome =)

Hatyai trip

2011-07-15T20:35:00.000+08:00

Last weekend I went to Hatyai with my mum, having a lot fun at there. First day, we visit a temple and take some picture at there. During lunch time, the tomyam provided by the restaurant was very nice and tasty! This is a shopping trip, so we went to shopping at night and the second day, bought a lot of shoes, shirt, bag and snack!!! Me also bought a medium size angry bird cost rm20 only! Let see the picture~

super tasty!!! Thai's ice-cream

the blur photo take by my mum

the market on the river

the super cute cup, after drink you can take the cup back

the dragon in the temple

初恋这件小事

2011-07-04T22:33:00.003+08:00

在青春的道路上，我们都曾如此过~

山有木兮木有枝，心悦君兮君不知~

懵懂的岁月里，青涩的回忆~

深藏在记忆中的，是那个永恒的初恋~

第一次的相遇

出现在梦中

存心的路过，假意的无视

这角度，让我想起某人

（话剧）王子与白雪公主

蜕变的丑小鸭

爱让他克服一切

吊桥上—— 鱿鱼的故事

为什么背她的人不是我？

阿亮学长，我喜欢你！

小彬爱阿亮

坚强背后的眼泪

（阿亮的相簿）记忆的本子，纯纯的爱~

我想说，你一开始就成功了

偷偷送苹果，又偷偷咬了一口

你的努力与成果，我都看见了

真希望背着你的人是我

小水（旁白）：“在我们每一个人的的内心深处，都藏着一个人，每次想起他的时候，会觉得有一点点心痛，但我们依然愿意把他留在心底。就算今天，我不知道他在哪里，他在做些什么，但至少知道，是他让我了解，什么是初恋这件小事。” 　　

1 competition, 2 different moods

2011-06-27T15:54:00.003+08:00

Last Saturday night was the Penang state School Band competition, my secondary school band (Chung Ling Butterworth) was win the 1st runner up and the best drum major in the competition. Congratulation and well done for all the participants, you all did a great job than I never done before. Actually, this competition bring me into two different moods - happy and sad.

I was happy and proud that you all win the 1st runner up and the best drum major in the competition, this was my wish and you all help me to achieve it. Win or lose are nothing, the important is what you learn during practice and the friendship between the band-mates. I can saw that some people are not very happy with the result, but it just a competition. Do not tell me that this is your last time participate in this competition and cant get champion than you feel sad; if I tell you that I never take part in this type of competition during my band life, would you believe? This is the past that I feel embarrassed and disappointed.

When I saw the video post at Facebook, I feel proud because I am a band member before, and you all are my lovely juniors. You all improve a lot and have a nice performance, and I start to think nonsense in front of laptop. Yes, I never participate in this competition in my whole band life! I am so regret, why I cant do it? Is that my false? I think so. Nobody knew my mood when I saw the videos, posts and photos about this competition, is complicated to explain, just let it go.

congratulation

p/s: CLBWO juniors, you all did a nice job! Congrats and good luck in the future~

Stress and busy weeks

2011-06-24T21:49:00.001+08:00

Stress and busy weeks is coming, just finish grammar test and Japanese test this Thursday and Friday. Still got 3 presentation, 3 assignment to summit and 1 test are waiting me. Gosh, the grammar test is hard, but compare to Japanese test, is just a piece of cake, because Japanese test is so so so hard!!!! Hope that I can pass in these tests and have a good result in final exam, I no want resit anymore.

p/s: drink a cup of "Gambateh" , Gook Luck everyone!

天下父母心

2011-06-21T00:33:00.002+08:00

I love this Taiwanese Hokkien drama so much, called《天下父母心》. Every weekdays 6pm will sit in front of TV and watch this drama, and now almost come to the end already. It storyboard is about families and friends, every parents also love their children and care them, but they just use different ways to care them. This drama is talking about the story and arguing between Lee's family, Chuah's family, Lau's family, Yap's family and Ooi's family.

nice ~

In this drama, super like this pair of couple!!! So cute and nice, handsome and beautiful, love love love!!!!

太子龙and公主慧

kiss kiss behind their dad in drama

Tutti Frutti

2011-06-09T22:39:00.002+08:00

Finally, I tried the Tutti Frutti at Island Plaza, it is super duper nice and tasty!!!!! You should go and try it if u never try before, strongly recommended. It is a fun interactive self-serve frozen yogurt store for everyone to create their own personalized treat. It is a healthy yogurt ice-cream, and it count by weight, RM 0.53/10g.

you can choose big cup or small cup

self-service, there are 8 flavors frozen yogurt

mix with chocolate, original yogurt and strawberry

add on color sugar rice, chocolate chip and jelly

yummy yummy~

finished in 15 minute

it weight 0.385kg

KOI sushi

2011-06-07T19:21:00.002+08:00

This is a super busy and tired week, I rush with class and assignment everyday (but now just only Tuesday). OK, skip this boring part. Just now went to Gurney Plaza to have my lunch at KOI sushi because they are having promotion on this week, you can refer the advertisement below.

There are 40 sushi in the choice and eat all you can, just only cost RM25 per adult and the green tea is charge RM2.50 per cup but can refill. (there was extra charge for wasting food, every 100g = RM10)

the menu of eat all you can

just take syok > <

the order list of eat all you can

my plate

first round sushi

second round sushi

third round sushi

last round sushi

Actually there are 8 pcs sushi in last round but I ate two of it before snap, paiseh oh~

total RM 60.50 included 10% service charge

p/s: need to reserve, but from their information, second season already full book~

Boring

2011-06-03T21:10:00.001+08:00

I know I am outdated, but I really cant find any interested latest drama this few days and I am watching some old Taiwanese drama now. That is "The prince who turn into a frog" and "My best pals". Both of this dramas also act by MingDow and Joe Chen. I love this TV couple a lot, hahaha~

My best pals

The prince who turn into a frog

P/S: So boring ar~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The first day of June

2011-06-01T19:41:00.001+08:00

Finally, the line is normal and I can share somethings here =P

My year 2 life is hard and challenging, but I am enjoying~ Learning Japanese language is fun, every week also got small test. I am proud with my Japanese test result =)

feel shy to upload this #^^#

p/s: I hate English for Business.....=(

Last Saturday go auto-city with Pika, Karen, SSH and LYC. We go there for Linda Chung autograph concert, she was so beautiful and thin!!! *LIKE* And, this is the most important, I miss Jessica Sim and Wei Tang Lim so much. Dear, when can hang out???

My favorite place is next to you!

Food again^^

2011-05-20T21:41:00.000+08:00

Food again.....but nice and tasty food need to share it out and let everyone try it, am I right? Now, let see the main character today, Sushi Bar. It is a new eatery and located at Gurney plaza basement 1, opposite "the chicken rice shop".

the outlook of sushi bar, is at the middle of the chicken rice shop and a Taiwanese food shop

the set bento the provided

The food is nice and the price is fair and acceptable for students because it is no tax for service charge and government tax. Sushi Bar is self service, you may order your food and pay at the casher counter, than the chef will ring the bell when your food are ready serve and you can take it yourself. The green tea are included in the set bento and can refill it unlimited. Nice, nice, nice!!!!!!

the green tea

The bento set included soup, rice, potato mash, watermelon, fresh cabbage and the meal ( salmon, unagi, beef, chicken). I add on the chawanmushi for RM 2. I love the soup and the potato mash, the soup not so salty and they put the seaweed together, I like seaweed~ The potato mash taste different with other, I dunno how to explain it, you need to taste it yourself.

salmon teriyaki set

unagi don set

it cost RM33.80 only

Bukit Bendera trip

2011-05-19T22:05:00.000+08:00

Finally, Jessies upload the photo and I can share at here. Let go to Bukit Bendera~ We reach there around 9a.m. and bought the ticket cost RM4 per person ( using Mykad and student ID).

there are six tickets on my hand

The view beside the cable car is beautiful and green, and the speed is faster that the second generation cable car.

the new cable car

on the way

The view on the top is nice and there are a few tourisms at there only, because it is too early. When around 11a.m. there are getting more and more people. We had our breakfast at there, and start to visit the little bird park. That blue parrot are so cute and active, we take a lot of photos and make fun at there.

the first generation cable car

the little bird park at penang hill

it is so cute and active

photo with the snake

We continue our second destination at 12p.m. and end our Bukit Bendera trip. There is the nice place to visit because the air is fresh and it can view the penang city from the top.

Food =P

2011-05-18T15:52:00.002+08:00

This week eating many tasty food, my stomach is happy, wee!!!!! Let start the food journey~

Sunday afternoon had dinner at Cititel hotel with family and celebrate mother's day although it is late a week. We eat [ fo tiao qiang] 佛跳墙 on that day, and it cost RM160++ each person. The taste is nice and many expensive ingredients inside.

dad and mum's fo tiao qiang

mine, can you see the abalone?

Monday go gurney for my dinner, eat at Bar. B. Q Plaza, it is a Thai restaurant. I love the BBQ sauce they serve, tasty when eat with the meat. The chicken soup is nice with the cabbage and the price is acceptable, students with student ID can get 20% discount before 5pm every day.

they teach you how to bbq

see, the meat and the cabbage with chicken soup

next post will be my Wesak day trip^^

Palace

2011-05-14T16:03:00.006+08:00

This few weeks keep watching this drama, call [Palace]. This is a China drama and the theme song is nice!!! Firstly, I hope that Qing Chuan can stay together with Ba Ah Ge, but when I watch until the end, I feel that Si Ah Ge is really love Qing Chuan, but history is history, cant change it and make it different. Even at the end of drama, Qing Chuan cant together with Si Ah Ge, but I feel that Qing Chuan is love Si Ah Ge, but she cant because she is a modern world's people.

The main character

I love this couple

501

2011-05-01T23:04:00.000+08:00

Today is labor day,

also a special day for all green peas~

501, a memory day for SS501 fans,

I miss you all, my baobeis~

The Royal Wedding

2011-04-29T21:24:00.002+08:00

Today is a wonderful day, I'm watching the royal wedding through TV.

Congratulation to

Prince William and Princess Kate,

stay happiness and healthy forever~

The romantic kiss

Prince Harry

オトメン乙男

2011-04-26T21:26:00.002+08:00

This few days keep watching Japanese drama, but it is nice!!! I really fall in love with this drama, call "粉红系男孩"【オトメン乙男】. The storyboard is talk about a boy who like to sew, cook and somethings cute just like a girl even he is a master of Japanese kendo. This type of boy at Japan is called '乙男'. One day, a girl come to his school and he fall in love with her........

p/s: Okada Masaki so handsome!!!!

My holidays

2011-04-22T17:44:00.001+08:00

What a boring life in this holidays, I know that I am wasting my time to watch TV drama, sleeping, eating, online and do nothing at home. Last week go TONG PAK FU to gathering and last Tuesday go Jessica's house for Mary Kay beauty tutorial. I feel that I am getting lazy in this holidays. Dunno when reopen school, I can handle my second year courses or not.
That all for my holidays, and I am busy playing with my rabbit, momo. She is cute but naughty, always run here and there to eat the grass or leaf.
Oh ya, my result will release on 29 April 2011, it is so fast!!! Just after 12 days me finish my last exam paper, excellent working speed. Hope that I can get a good result, popi popi ya~

Holidays

2011-04-13T01:44:00.001+08:00

I am enjoying my holidays now,

Happy Holidays!!!!

I love EB, I want candy!!!!

2011-04-08T21:53:00.001+08:00

Yeah, I have finish my marketing paper in today although I bring an empty brain into the exam hall. Hurray, I can smell the holidays and start to planing now even I not yet finish my last exam paper. After marketing paper, I went to gurney for new cartoon movie [HOP]. A cute easter bunny which have a dream to become a drummer but his father want him to become the easter factory's boss. I love the song in the movie, so great!!! A lot of new movie waiting me on my holidays, I love movie~

Here is the theme song in HOP, I want candy!!! damn love it!!!

Exam

2011-04-02T17:04:00.001+08:00

Is time to study and fight for your final exam

add oil and study smart!!!!

Good Luck

Young Warriors of Yang Clan

2011-03-31T00:44:00.002+08:00

This few days keep watching [Young Warriors of Yang Clan]. I love this drama as much as I like my baobeis. Therefor, I decided to change my blog skin to my favorite characters, Yang Liu Lang and his wife Princess Chai, they are so match and cute. I change the song also, hope that you all will like it.

I love this drama because it is a real story in the China history and I feel proudly with their loyalty and brave to protect their country. Although it is a sad ending, all the young warriors dead except the 4th son, 5th son and 6th son. When I watch the last war they battle, I will cry even I have watch so many time, so touching!!!

Final exam

2011-03-30T17:18:00.001+08:00

It is time to update here again, my final exam is coming soon. First paper is drop on next Monday, 4th April morning. But I did not start any revision yet, even a study plan also. This is the last week of my sem 3, really a very short sem for me. Hurray, I am a year 2 student when reopen school.

The weather is wired, every day also a raining day. I know Cheng Beng is coming, but this weather make me feel sleepy and no mood for study. The noisy sound from the rain and the cold weather make people want hide in the blanket and sleep.

Anyway, add oil for all Tarcian and good luck in your final exam.

Concert

2011-03-19T23:47:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a disappointed day for me, I am not lying, it is true! I feel that I am wasting RM15 to attend the concert, and get the things I dislike. Yes, they have playing many new song and quite nice, but feel their standard drop. Maybe I am wrong, because I am not so pro in music, but this is my feeling. As a Ex-senior, I feel so sad, especially for percussion ensemble, not so united. Overall, I just like the booklet, another things I can say, not so like. Whole performance, give 70/100. Very dislike the encore song, so sad. Hope that can improve more and more, add oil!

I am officially 19

2011-03-17T22:59:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was my birthday, but still need to attend class, lol~ Receive a lot of wish at Facebook and sms, it was so touching because many people still remember it. At night, have a dinner at Daorae, a Korean restaurant. We call a lot of food, but after that we take away because we cant finish it. The pricing are friendly, not so expensive but also not cheap. The rice cake at there very nice, the soup also. After that, I have a surprise, the cake! Later you will know why I am so surprise. Finish our dinner, we went to gurney for movie, because it is Wednesday, movie day. Watching [Unknown], a nice movie but we sit at front sit, it is not so comfortable. My mother promise me she will gift me the BB cream which now doing promotion, buy 2 only for RM99!!! Thank you, mummy.

the seaweed soup

the wu hua rou, very tasty<3

I love this soup~

The Korean fried rice cake, nice~

My birthday cake ^o^

The birthday present~

I am 19 year old now <3

R.I.P

2011-03-11T21:33:00.000+08:00

Receive a bad news this morning,

2 of our CLB students are passed away early in the morning.

The sky are crying for them in the afternoon, may god bliss them in heaven.

Be a happy angel there~

Cherish what we have now because nobody will know what will happen in next second!!!

REST IN PEACE

Busy week gone

2011-03-05T12:05:00.000+08:00

The super busy week is gone, now start doing my 3 assignment. Marketing and Tamadun Islam test 1 already finish, and now fight with 3 assignment and Tamadun Islam test 2. Just leave 4 weeks until my final exam and holidays is coming soon. Hurray!!!

Yesterday go Milan bridal house asking about the photo shooting, and I choose a package as my 19th birthday present for myself. I want keep a memory, when I was old, I can still have a sweet memory when I am sweet 19.

Test and Assignment Week

2011-02-27T18:33:00.000+08:00

Long time did't update here, because I am busying my course. This week have 2 test, marketing and Tamadun Islam. Need to study hard to past it and got 3 assignment need to complete and pass up before week 6. Even it is short semester, but I need to fight with time because it was too rush!!! just left 5 week only until final exam, hope I can study smart and get good result.

Gambateh every one, continue study~~~

P/S: Dont forget to take a break when you are tired, if not you wont concentrate what you have study, it is waste time and energy.

My 1st week of sem 3

2011-02-18T23:03:00.000+08:00

Yesterday going 1st Avenue and Prangin Mall, brought a lot of things and having a nice movie there, < Yogi Bear>. Whole cinema just 3 customers only, lol. Go popular buy a nice book, I have introduce it before at my last post, A story of lala's promotion. I think I really crazy fall in love with this story. My black circle and eye bag is getting worse and I brought a eyes roll to prevent my black circle.

Tuesday is valentine's day, and I am having a nice lunch at Breeks, Gurney Plaza. Watching , and next destination is Prangin Mall again. I love prangin because can play 'Ding Ding', and it is cheap than gurney. On the day, he gift me a bouquet of flower plus dale, a pencil case and a little cute bottle. Thank, muackzz~

the flower and dale

A story of lala's promotion

2011-02-17T14:14:00.000+08:00

Musica is watching a nice Chinese's drama, which called < A story of lala's promotion >, 《杜拉拉升职记》。I love the characteristic of the main character, Du Lala and Wang Wei. The storyboard is good and it got some relationship with the course what I am studying, Business Administration. She is a amazing girl who work as a office lady, with her hardworking, she can get a great post within a year. Besides, the relationship between Du Lala and Wang Wei also attracted me. Well, I really fall in love with this drama and brought the DVD home.

p/s: Theme song singing by S.H.E, a very nice song

*LIKE*

Today is Chinese Valentine's Day

元宵节快乐

Let Me Be The One

2011-02-09T12:50:00.002+08:00

I love this song so much, for SS501  album, LET ME BE THE ONE. This song make me feel that baobeis is telling all green peas, they love green peas. When I saw the green sea in their concert, the back screen of baobeis, I feel that I am so lucky to follow them as my baobeis. They are amazing!!!

album
Look like white price

Look~ I know~It has been a long time

You know~Now I gotta tell ya somethin‘~So...Look at here~
First thing first 虽然我想说的话还不知应该从哪里说起
虽然想了很久，可到现在还是有些害羞
再勇敢一点点，你是知道我不会说煽情的话
一生只有一次像现在这样
所以从现在开始，baby，听着吧....
Let me be the one 只想要成为属于你的爱(Let me be the one)
Let me be the one 这一整天中只会想着你(Oh love)
Let me be the one 我承诺这生只为你生存(Let me be the one)
Let me be the one 我会永远只爱你一个人(Oh love)
混乱的思绪成风，泪流汇成海洋。
像我这样不足的男人遇见了你 I feel so special
(So love love)
Let me love you baby
(And give love)
就像奇迹般
(And let me)
请接收我的心

Cuz I wanna be with you，Girl~
Let me be the one 只想要成为属于你的爱(Let me be the one)
Let me be the one 这一整天中只会想着你(Oh love)
Let me be the one 我保证这生只为你生存(Let me be the one)
Let me be the one 我会永远只爱你一个人(Oh love)
这世上只为你闪亮
You're the one in the million
这世上如此多的星星中，能让我呼吸的地方
我的喜悦悲伤欢笑眼泪只为你一个

如果没有了你，我害怕我会哭泣 Girl~Na Hoo~
Let me be the one 因为有你我才会存在
Let me be the one for all your answers 那个人就是我(Woo~)
Let me be the one 这世上的唯一 let me be the one Who cares
Let me be the one 不会改变(即使是下辈子)
baby it' you
Let me be the one 只想要成为属于你的爱(Let me be the one)
Let me be the one 这一整天中只会想着你(Oh love)

Let me be the one 我保证这生只为你生存(Let me be the one)
Let me be the one 我会永远只爱你一个人(Would you let me be)

只爱你一个(Oh let me be)
Let me be the one
Let me be the one

I miss SS501

2011-02-08T01:13:00.000+08:00

Just change the background picture just now, a very nice picture with my lovely baobeis, I miss them so much!!! Park Jun Min was record his new solo album, Not Alone, nice! But I miss SS501 badly, hope can have their new album, news or drama. When you 5 people can come back together??? I will always follow you all, be a loyal green peas.

I miss you all, oppa~~~

新年快乐

2011-02-07T00:46:00.000+08:00

新年了，恭喜恭喜~ 哈哈，年初五才开始写新年的东西。除夕和初一都在外婆家吃团圆饭和拿红包^0^ 初二也没有去哪里，就呆在家里，然后晚上去吃sushi。初三和家人到酒楼去吃饭，还不错一下，照了全家福，在三姨的相机里。初四就到叶老师家拜年，顺便拍照拍照^0^
这几天都一直睡不好，就是讨厌的蚊子，一直叮，害我痒得睡不好！黑眼圈什么的都跑出来了。而且最近很喜欢敷面膜地说，我的美丽日记面膜，一片才一块钱！！！什么口味的都各买一片，除了含有酒精的，我的脸对酒精敏感。敷了之后，隔天脸滑滑的，嫩嫩的，真的好好哦！大家可以试试^0^脸上的痘痘最近都很乖，没有捣乱。我也乖乖的每天搽抗痘化妆乳液来拒绝痘痘造访，真的还蛮有效的。好了，看图吧！

在松鼠乐园拍的

Shopping again

2011-01-28T18:08:00.000+08:00

Yesterday go Tesco for shopping again. Brought 2 shirts and one shoe, I love that shoe very much. Brought a purple shirt and a blue shirt, the colour was nice and pretty. But now my worry is, I no buy any jean. ARH!!! I forget that my jean all cant wear anymore, too small or too big??? Hahaha~~~ A nice question but no answer. I love what I brought for this year Chinese New Year, feel that my taste is different compare to past year. Well, I love shopping and what I have brought.

Happy shopping

2011-01-24T16:32:00.001+08:00

Wow, today go Sunway for doing my nail arts. 10 fingers = RM 98, so expensive. But me is using my account money to do it, hope that my mum will not scold me. Actually me just pay RM 38 only, another RM 60 is from the CNY gift.Yesterday went Sunway for dinner and shopping, I brought 2 shirt and 1 school bag from Body Glove. I love my new pinky school bag, it is a PWP item, just RM 20 only !!! After that, we go Carrefour shopping again. This time, me bought a pair of slipper because my slipper is spoil already. This year, me get a lot of gift, new laptop, new car, new shirts, new pants, new nail arts and etc. Hahaha, a happiness girl in her house.

My nail art is same like the pink colour one...but the flower is black and white...

WISH EVERYONE

HAPPY RABBIT YEAR
AND
HAPPY SHOPPING

P/S: me receive my PTPTN loan already, so happy when I check my balance.

Holidays

2011-01-20T20:43:00.000+08:00

Finally, my final exam is over and I am enjoying my holidays now. Chinese new year is coming soon and I have brought a lot of new shirts and pants. Now, I wish to buy a jacket and a pair of shoe. Actually, I really enjoy my holidays because I have fight with my final exam for 2 weeks, just for 7 subjects only, lol. I feel I fat a lot and want keep fit before Chinese new year, anyone want accompany me cycle???

不知道比知道好？！

2011-01-12T00:15:00.000+08:00

总觉得自己像傻瓜一样的被人牵着鼻子走，不是吗？他们总是对我说，不知道比知道好。哪里好了？怎么好么？那也是我的事，只不过是坏事。为什么不让我知道，为什么没给我机会改过？就这样的继续讨厌我？就是因为不知道错在那里，才需要指点与改进。然而，你们却一直告诉我，不知道比知道好。有那么好吗？感觉上我一直都活在一种相似无知的世界里，什么都不懂就是在保护我吗？中学，原来就是这样的回忆。以前总以为那是一种美好的回忆，但细细的分析之后，才明白，我错了。错得离谱，错得荒唐，错得无可救药！原来，中学生涯，没比现在快乐。除了四大团长之外，大家都似乎对我有所隐瞒。我知道，不关我的事的，我不想知道；但是，这在乎我的友谊，我的信誉，我的自尊。为什么你们要这样？就因为不知道，便很好控制吗？哈哈哈，可能是我想太多了。一直跟我说过去了就让他过去吧，是啊，我也是这样觉得的。不过，我不甘心，不甘心就这样不明不白的被讨厌和冤枉下去。我知道你们有权力不让我知道真相，这样对大家都好吗？尤其是心有疙瘩的两个人，不就是趁此机会加深彼此的误会吗？真相，也许是残忍的，但是连这样都接受不了，还怎样去改过呢？你们肯定会觉得这是歪理吧？不相信就算了，不勉强。讨厌就讨厌吧，有疙瘩就让他恶化下去吧，没有真相的谎言，再怎么美，再怎么圆，都是谎言。

突然就想到

2011-01-09T23:35:00.000+08:00

好久没上来了，刚好看了朋友的部落格，就过来写写了。他其实是一个蛮不错的人，就有些时候嘴巴比较利了一点，脾气比较躁了一点，其他什么的都好。看着看着，也觉得他满可怜的。是啊，这个团体它慢慢的变质了，我感觉不到当初的那股热忱，是我老了吗？也许吧，都毕业一年多了，它变成什么关你什么事啊？其实我在那里面是个不起眼的小卒，能安安稳稳的离开，也算是一种福气。认识我的人都知道，我在里面其实都不好过，就静静的一个人，也知道里面很多人讨厌我。我技不如人，高中一那年早就该离开了，我死厚脸皮的留下来，为的是什么？就是那一颗爱着这团体的心吗？2010年的某一天，顾问老师告诉我妈妈说，高中一那一年我是被冤枉的。那又怎么样？还得了我的清白吗？那三年来的煎熬你们明白吗？就因为自卑，就因为知道自己被讨厌，都是静静的，有活动就出席，有出场就练习，我也没有埋怨你们讨厌我，因为我知道自己为什么被讨厌。有时候，就连我自己也讨厌我自己，好怀疑当初那厚脸皮的傻劲是怎么来的？我知道很多人我在对我指指点点的，超级无敌的讨厌我，很想跟你们说声对不起。战战兢兢的度过了两年，明白了也遗憾了。最大的遗憾，是从来都没有出过fasa，还有你们的济州岛之旅。如果让我重新选择，我想，高中一那年的离开，未免对我是最好的，感觉上好像做错了选择。将错就错吧，向前看，你的路还远着呢！这小小的错只是你人生的小部分，未来还有什么困难你都不知道，何必在这里庸人自扰呢？

还有，那个冤枉我的人，你心安理得吗？如果真的那么心安理得的话，就请你继续下去吧。我不会怪你，更加不会原谅你。因为原谅你和不原谅你，都换不回我那两年的时间。

Good Bye 2010, Hello 2011

2010-12-31T16:57:00.000+08:00

2010已经来到尾声了，感觉上我的2010很平凡。值得庆幸的是，我没有回到中学修读中六，而是选择了学院。不一样的环境，也有不一样的体验。头发长长了，不再是那个冬菇头；也觉得自己花钱花得很凶！尤其是服饰还有化妆品。。。。不得了啦！！！女生嘛，当然是这些家当啦！而且现在没有校规的约束，满自由的。这一年，我还满常生病的，生病的原因都一样，淋雨！真的要好好照顾自己了。
其实有时候，还蛮庆幸自己没有回去那我不知如何形容的地方。刚刚回去看看了，全都换了新的面貌，有点容不进里面。他们给我的感觉，不再是家的温暖，而是冷冰冰的世界。或许是我多心了，但是我还是不适合那里的世界。
38的Jessica 和Wei Tang，没想到我们隔了那么多年，还可以粘在一起，不错嘛！我爱你们^^四大团长啊，目前为止我只见到老二而已，你们什么时候要出来聚一聚？？？
接下来就是新年的愿望了，没什么特别的，就是身体健康，考试顺利，万事如意。最近家里多了新成员了。我的小兔子-MOMO。他真的很可爱！！！毛茸茸的，只是他的大小便很臭，我就叫他MOMO了。因为台语臭臭就叫CHAO MOMO，哈哈哈。。。。

我的momo

祝大家新年快乐，事事顺心

Happy 2011

Last Month of 2010

2010-12-10T18:04:00.001+08:00

This is the last month of 2010, and my final exam is coming soon. My college life is getting funny and meaningful, and the homework become more hard. I will try my best to handle my homework and get a great result in this semester. Christmas is coming, but this year I was celebrate it at Malaysia.Damn miss the time I celebrate Christmas with my family at Hong Kong or Singapore. Wish all of my friend,

Merry Christmas!!!

Ho Ho Ho..........

Shopaholic

2010-11-27T21:06:00.001+08:00

This is what i bought just now at Sunway carnival mall, 2 body scrub 1 from Watson and 1 from Guardian, a Garnier light oil control cream, 1 Nivea firming body lotion Q10 plus, 1 Garnier pure mask. Really a shopaholic girl, I agree. I also bought a 2011 planner from Popular so that I can manage my time usefully.

OK, now start to intro skin care products I brought just now.

Watson moisturizing & softening olive body scrub 200ml
This is first time I bought body scrub, a fresh testing for me because my skin really very dark, feel like aging girl. I choose this because it will help me remove dead skin cells and refresh my skin. I never try this before.

Guardian lavender spa exfoliating bath scrub 200ml
Body scrub again, but this is Guardian brand, I also never try it before, lavender can help us relax, so i bought it.

Garnier light oil control cream 40ml
First time using whitening product, because I feel that my face getting dark after study at Tar college because I need walk to school under sun even I got bring umbrella. The sun ray really very strong, I no use sun block,so my skin getting dark.

Garnier pure mask 2X6ml
A deep clean mask can remove dirty that unclog pore and remove extra oil from your face. It got self-heating action so you will feel warm after use this mask.

Nivea firming body lotion Q10 plus 250ml
I feel my skin loses firmness and elasticity. I want bought other body lotion but too expensive, so I bought this. Q10 can improve firmness and elasticity, hope that this product can help me a lot.

Hopeless, Helpless

2010-11-23T23:57:00.000+08:00

Actually I dislike to complain at here, but it make me feel hopeless and helpless when I feel regret to have this friend in my life. Can I say regret? Am I do it right? I cant find my answer from my heart, but my brain tell me that, YOU ARE RIGHT. She change a lot, I dunno why. Maybe the environment make she change, maybe her friends......many causes can make a people change their personality, I agree with this because I am a good example. Should I still make friend with her? I don't know, my heart not allow me to open again for her. She hurt me before, I forgive her. Now, although she no hurt me, but she change like a stranger to me. I totally cant recognize who is she anymore. Maybe is my false, maybe I am selfish......Sorry about this, make me regret and hopeless.....

Friends Forever

2010-11-14T14:00:00.000+08:00

昨天很八卦的说，三个人，一个msn，就这样聊到半夜两点。。。很久没有试过这样开心了，谢谢你们^0^ 没有想到，五年后，还可以像小学那样无话不谈。到底是什么原因，自己知道好了啦！当然，要当永远的朋友哦！

Jessica Sim and Wei Tang Lim

吾爱吾钟灵

2010-10-29T19:09:00.000+08:00

今天是北钟的第二十届毕业典礼，不知不觉地，我也毕业了一年了。回想当初怀着忐忑的心进入了这所北海所谓的名校，是多么的历历在目。去年的我，也像今年的他们一样，在礼堂里，唱着毕业歌，唱着校歌，唱出那吾爱吾钟灵的心中情！毕业，并不是一个结束，而是另一个开始，他代表着荣耀，也代表着未来。我只记得，去年毕业典礼彩排的时候，一直告诉自己不可以哭，那是大日子咧！可是，唱着毕业歌，看着那闪烁的钟灵，我不忍了！哭吧，哭吧，友谊万岁，钟灵万岁！今日我以钟灵为荣，明日我与钟灵共荣！是啊，我是以钟灵生为荣！我感到很骄傲！从朗朗的读书声中，我学会了友谊；从声声的欢呼声中，我学会了团结。那里让我跌到过，也让我爬了起来；让我遇到对的人，也让我错过他。毕业一年了，一周年快乐~

白氏夫妇

2010-10-22T20:49:00.002+08:00

大结局了，可爱的白氏夫妇。。。

再见，白胜祖，吴哈妮。。。

谢谢你们，

这两个月陪伴在我的身边，

一起笑，一起哭。。。

一切的感动尽在不言中，

看图吧。。。

格子夫妻\^0^/

可爱的恩祖

宝贝

2010-10-20T14:30:00.002+08:00

看到了仙后们出席了JYJ的演唱会，感到万分的不甘。啊啊啊啊啊。。。。。喜欢我们家宝贝也快一年了吧？宝贝啊！和你们就是有缘无份啊！直到你们解散的那一天，我还是没法亲眼看见你们在台上的英姿，是我最大的遗憾。要不是那该死的SPM，我早就与你们相约在香港PERSONA演唱会了！！！读着仙后为了去看演唱会而筹备的点滴，就感到心里刺刺痛的。曾几何时，我也想拥有那样的感觉，亲眼的看着宝贝在台上载歌载舞的样子。就算是视频，也让我潸然泪下，更何况是现场？？？宝贝啊！还记不记得你们给豌豆公主写了一首歌？？？我们永远都是你们的豌豆公主，就算有些不乖的跳墙去了，我还是坚持自己的心，当永远的豌豆！“From Monday to Sunday night, 我们就一起幸运吧~”我会记住的。宝贝，你们知道吗？每当听到《Let Me Be The One》的时候，不管在什么情况，我都会流泪。因为我感动，因为我开心，因为我感激。感谢天，让我遇见你们，认识你们，爱上你们；更感谢你们那么的爱护豌豆公主。陪着你们渡过《谢谢你叫我起床》，《谢谢你养育我》，《Music High》，《我们结婚了》，《花样男子》，还有很多很多。。。。看着一张张的图，一贴贴的视频，一篇篇的推特留言，感觉到你们离我不远。大宝贝曾经说过，“不要迷恋哥，哥只是个传说”，对我而言，五个宝贝都是传说，写下一个名叫SS501的传说！！！

看到了吗？这一片的绿海，我也想置身其中。。。

大宝贝

2010-10-17T14:31:00.002+08:00

怎么办？你又让我沦陷了啦！

白胜祖，尹智厚，脱线小新郎的
金贤重！！！

越来越Charisma的说。。。

加油啦！大宝贝

那迷死人不偿命的笑容。。。

呼~~~好闪好闪。。。

少女時代 Oh MV

2010-10-01T21:17:00.003+08:00

전에 알던 내가 아냐 Brand New Sound / 不是之前你知道的我(Brand New Sound)

새로워진 나와 함께 One More Round / 跟变新鲜的我一起(One More Round)

Dance Dance Dance You'll be wrong This Time

오빠 오빠 어디 어디 Down Down Down Down / 哥哥，哥哥 I’ll Be I’ll Be Down Down Down Down Down

오빠 나좀 봐 나를 좀 바라봐 / (hey)哥哥看看我，就看看我吧

처음 이야 이런 내 말투 / 我的这种语气还是第一次（ha)

머리도 하고 화장도 했는데 / 做了下头发，也画了妆

왜 너만 나를 모르니为什么只有你不懂我

두근 두근 가슴이 떨려와요 자꾸 자꾸 상상만 하는 걸요 / 扑通扑通心在跳一直一直只会想象

어떻게 하나 콧대 높던 내가 말하고 싶어 / 怎么办才好（高傲的我~)我想说出来　

Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! 오빠를 사랑해 / Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! 哥哥我爱你

Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah 많이 많이해 / Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! 满满满满的爱

수줍으니 제발 웃지 마요 / 很害羞，所以不要笑

진심이니 놀리지도 말아요 / 是真心的，所以也不要逗我　　

또 바보같은 말 뿐야 / 又只有像傻瓜一样的话

전에 알던 내가 아냐 Brand New Sound / 不是之前你知道的我(Brand New Sound)

새로워진 나와 함께 One More Round / 跟变新鲜的我一起(One More Round)

Dance Dance Dance You'll be wrong This Time

오빠 오빠 어디 어디 Down Down Down Down / 哥哥，哥哥 I’ll Be I’ll Be Down Down Down Down Down

오빠 잠깐만 잠깐만 들어봐 / 哥哥你就听一会就一会　

자꾸한 얘기는 말고 / （不是已经说过的话）

동생으로만 생각하지는 말아 / 不要只把我当妹妹

1년 뒤면 고백할까 / （一年后你会后悔的）　

몰라 몰라 내 맘은 전혀 몰라 눈치없게 장난만 치는걸요 / 不知不知一点都不懂我的心没有眼力的只知道开玩笑

어떻게 하나 이 철없는 사람 말 / 怎么办才好（你这不懂事的人~）

들어봐 정말 / 就听一会吧

Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! 오빠를 사랑해 / Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! 哥哥我爱你

Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah 많이 많이해 / Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! 满满满满的爱

수줍으니 제발 웃지 마요 / 很害羞，所以不要笑

진심이니 놀리지도 말아요 / 是真心的，所以也不要逗我

또 그러면 난 울지도 몰라 / 你又那样我可能会哭

전에 알던 내가 아냐 Brand New Sound / 不是之前你知道的我(Brand New Sound)

뭔가 다른 오늘만은 뜨거운 난 / 有点特别的今天（火热的心）

Down Down Mirage The Find Now / Down Down 不要这样要气了

오빠 오빠 이대로는 No No No No / 哥哥哥哥这样下去 No No No No

Tell me Boy Boy Love 　It It It It It It It Ah

Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh 오빠를 사랑해 / Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! 哥哥我爱你

Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! 많이 많이 해 / Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! 满满满满的爱

Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! 오빠를 사랑해 / Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! 哥哥我爱你

Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! 많이 많이해 / Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah!

또 바보 같은 말 뿐야 oh / 又只有像傻瓜一样的话

Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah!

Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! 오빠를 사랑해 / Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! 哥哥我爱你

Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! 많이 많이해 / Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! 满满满满的爱

Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! 오빠를 사랑해 / Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh!哥哥我爱你　　

Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! 많이 많이 Oh! / Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! 非常非常Oh!

PSC

2010-10-01T20:27:00.000+08:00

今天又回去了那熟悉的书店，见到了最想见的人，哇哈哈哈~~~勾起了一些回忆，好想趁现在这些记忆还没有消失之前，赶快把它记录下来。

第一位，当当当当。。。当然是我最想念的MR.YONG啦！哈哈哈，我最最好的SUPERVISOR。不要看他好像很大人的样子，还是很小孩子气的！不过心肠很好，是一个不错的人哦！

第二位，就是那个所谓很好的好人，ENG SHENG啦！看他样子瘦瘦的，做事情SENANG SENANG的，就想扁他！那一句，不熟！！！哇，欠扁啊！！

第三位，对我不错的AH LONG。很谢谢他在我没有驾车上班的时候当我的柴科夫司机。。。人也很好，不错啦！

第四位，就是SALLY咯！很喜欢日剧的女生，对他也不是怎么了解。对了，他打鼓的技巧不错哦！就是那种角子机的太鼓。

第五位，MS LEE，我的MANAGER。他人很好噢！很喜欢吃TOM YAM，偶尔也会开开玩笑，很可爱。

第六位，MS SIAW，剪一个男子头的他，超喜欢小熊维尼。记得他生日的时候，恶整了他一顿，那吹不灭的蜡烛。

第七位，WEI XIANG，长得圆圆胖胖的，还被叫成DOREAMON。真的是超丰富的想象力啊！人很好噢！而且很喜欢笑。

还有两位马来同胞的同事，HONIE 和 AZMAN。他们都很好相处，大家也会开开玩笑打发时间。虽然很少一起吃饭，但是相处得都不错。

最后就是跟我同姓的MS WONG啦！他很勤劳哦！看ENG SHENG 能SENANG SENANG的样子，就是因为大部分的工作都是他在做啦！

就这些吧~因为过了很久，记忆有些消退了。PAISEH O！

PSC全家福，很抱歉就只有这一张

YONG和他的生日蛋糕

金贤重VS小白

2010-09-21T22:50:00.001+08:00

摘自：百度《韩版恶作剧之吻》贴吧

当第一次听到有人在说“小白、小白”，弄了半天才搞明白说的是哪位大神后，对着屏幕悠然喝着咖啡的我一口全部喷在了屏幕，呵呵，小白吗？原来那样的你，已经成功升级为观众眼里的那个“小白”！
一直以来所认识的金贤重，是个与“小白”这名词完全不搭的男人，IQ高不高？不用说，从打小的奖状无数、功课第一、班长副班长的轮番、好好学生的经历来看，这样的你还不高，那真不知道还有几位能叫做有天份。
可是这位“天份”极高的孩子，某天就突然开了窍，或许是上帝的启示，也许是灵魂的召唤，走上了音乐这条不归路。古人说：天生我才必有用！父辈们说：三百六十行，行行出状元！网络流行说：不要迷恋哥，哥就是传说！
谁来谱写这样的神话？谁用自己的亲身经历证明，是金子总会发光。他用自己独特的人生经历来告诉大家，我，金贤重，就这么误打误撞的自学成才了！
少小离家，自学音乐，打工赚钱，组织乐队，经历了几次“不平凡”的生死经历，少年的贤重尝尽了人生百味苦难，终于还是浪子回头，再次回到学校的课堂。知识是第一生产力，兴趣是最大推动力！学习与音乐两不误的他，终于以优秀毕业生离校并同时在演艺圈崭露头角！
青涩的少年如一朵奇葩，在竞争激烈的舞台上散发炫目光芒，从舞台走向剧场，从真诚脱线的“小新郎”，到温柔深情的“智厚”前辈，歌坛老人作为演艺新人，算是首次亮相。曾有人质疑于他花样内的演技，可怎样的质疑也敌不过那与日剧增的人气，袭卷而来的“智厚”病毒，再怎样完美的男二或许都敌不过“智厚”的完美。这是角色的原因？还是他演绎的魅力，至少剧终人散后，我们都记住了这个温柔多情、坚强守护的“智厚”前辈！
那再看看我们这位“小白”同学，小白？呵呵，小白！第一印象就是不会弄错对象了吧！“小白”这个名词和小金同学能挂上钩吗？你可以说他大智若愚，也可以说他内里腹黑，你可以说他单纯可爱，也可以说他成熟稳重，当然也可以说他思维奇特，总之他与常规意义中的“小白”差距不止500米，总之，这位就是不走寻常路的仁兄。
那么这里的“小白”，又是个怎样的人了？IQ极高、EQ极低，有着神赐与的一切完美，唯独少了一味——情商。如果人没有七情六欲，那么会成为什么？那就不是人，而是神！可谁说做神就幸福了？尝不到成功的喜悦，品不到收获的喜悦，更无法体会到心脏剧烈跳动时的快感。
那么所以，神采用了第二套方案，补救！天才如果和天才结合，也许就是悲剧。天才如果和笨蛋相爱了？神说，我不知道，也许会产生奇妙的化学反应也说不定。
笨笨一根筋的哈尼在对某件事上，果断、坚韧、不屈，这些美好品质，让她一次又一次，即使撞了无数次南墙也不回头，哪怕99次失败也要继续下去的努力，试问有几个女人能够坚持做到？
讨厌、无视、不屑、漠视、嘲讽、鄙视、甚至是恶意伤害，这个“小白”你还可以再过分点吗？可是这样的你，哪怕是缺点尽现，也不缺人喜欢。因为那个镜头前酷酷帅帅的你，不经意见露出的温柔，突出其来的阳光微笑，自然显现的善良本质，无意表露的醋意盎然，我们惊喜的发现，这样的你，像个小朋友般，一点点的在学习、在进步、在领悟爱情的真谛。
当你走进爱的禁区，走入爱所带的习惯里，就会发现，你已经不是原来的你，这样的“小白”也成为我们完完整整用心来爱的“小白”。
喜欢这样的你，惊叹这样的你，陶醉于这样的你，不知道你还会带来怎样的意外和惊喜，不知道你还会带来怎样的变化，至少，“小白”，我都会带着几分评判的心去守护这样的你，所以请继续坚定的走你不寻常的人生路。

我爱大宝贝

2010-09-19T23:44:00.001+08:00

看了那么多集的韩版《恶作剧之吻》，也看了不少笔者写的剧评。看着看着，自己也好想写。看到那些笔者对于韩版《恶作剧之吻》赞不绝口，心中浮现一丝丝的感动。大宝贝，你做到了，你的演技，受到了赞赏和肯定。一些漫画迷更觉得这一版本，才是真正的恶作剧之吻。因为大宝贝真的拿捏到了漫画里所要表达的意思，那个吻，真正对琴子的恶作剧。亲吻了人家，没有半点的不好意思，也没有什么表示，就这样带着坏坏的笑走了。隔天竟然装作什么事都没有发生的样子，让琴子心中忐忑不安的，不断的猜测着直树的意思。我猜想，大宝贝该不会像上次一样，买了一大堆的少女漫画回家仔细的阅读了吧？入江直树在漫画里就不是一个冷血无情的人物，他只是不善于表达，因为IQ太高了，做什么事都轻而易举，所以才被人误认为是这样的。琴子的出现就像无法预测的天气，为直树带来了生活上从未有过的涟漪。谁说直树没有感觉的？金之助的出现让直树嫉妒的感觉浮现出来，但是他并没有感到不安，原因是，他太有自信了！！！而裕树的不安啊！真的是语中带话。是啊！IQ200的超级天才，怎么会连妈妈随便捏造的谎话都相信呢？明明就是陷阱，但还是愿意下去。谁说他对琴子没有感觉？只是嘴巴比较毒舌一点罢了！当琴子离家出走的时候，竟然还用奇怪的理由来挽留，能用这样的方法的，应该就只有直树吧！因为他太有自信了，应该就是这样吧！虽然是毒舌了点，但是还是很关心琴子的，车祸的那一部分，看到了直树的冷静，但眼神中却是害怕的。他开始在意了，关心了，就在琴子称赞金之助的时候，嫉妒的心理让他对琴子发了莫名的脾气。我在想，叉子还有头部按摩器应该被直树用心的珍藏着吧！毕竟那些是琴子送他的东西。看到直树知道按摩器是琴子打工赚钱卖给他时，那个笑容，真的好美好美。暂时就播到这里，超期待下一集的剧情，因为琴子最大的对手来了，面对子瑜，直树跟琴子又会擦出什么火花呢？

P/S：大宝贝真的是完珍男啊！（超完美该珍惜的男生）大爱！！！

剧中的新发型，超萌的！！！

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！超爱的！！！

The phone

2010-09-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

Received the new hand phone now, the out look is ok ok nia, but the weight very heavy, and the key pad is not very good. It is hard to press, compare to Yari. I miss my Yari so much, yesterday I cry because of this. Why the theif wan stole my phone??? He no money to bought the phone meh??? The useless people!!! What the.......Haiz, my new phone, I will try my best to fall in love with you de. You must wait me put down the heart of my loving Yari first. That all, for my phone. Today is my second day work at PMM, still ok lo! But today many people apply member card, compare to yesterday, increase 4 people. It is a good result for me, because I process the card for them. I do anything in PMM, but not the cashier only. Wakaka~~~ Tomorrow is public holiday, I think sure got many customers shopping at there. Gambateh!!!

P/S: The lunch and dinner I eat at pacific more cheaper than sunway carnival. ^3^

My Beauty Diary mask

2010-09-12T23:11:00.000+08:00

Today go sunway again, because of my brother. He go there sing K with friends, and I need drive he go there. Window shopping at there, and brought a box of masks, My Beauty Diary. I think the brand is nice, but I never try it before, hope that the mask is good for me.

I choose that mask because it is good for pore care. Hahaha, dunno why, this few days start fall in love with mask. Online also search the information of mask, check that which mask is suitable for me and the price are cheap that I can buy it myself. Have my dinner at Victoria Station with my family, the food at there very nice, but the price....hahaha. Hope that after using the mask, my face will become more clean and health.

I want this all box set so that I can try all of My Beauty Diary masks. But dunno Malaysia got sell bo. I think the price also not cheap at all, haizz.......Money, I need you.

Holidays life

2010-09-10T22:47:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was my primary school gathering, what a wonderful night. After finish our dinner and taking photo, we go second round, sing K at Jessica's house . So miss our teacher Cheah, and my fellow friends. Long time no see all, feel touching and happiness to have this gathering. Our five graduated anniversary. I go to interview at PMM just now, and bought 1 dress and 1 pants at Megamall. Hahahaha, become a shopaholic again. \^o^/ But long time no go Pacific liao, feel a lot difference there. Just finish watching Playful Kiss and feel touch. Kim Hyun Joong aka baobei really a good actor, I like it, Bek Sheng Joo. Feel fatty now, haizzz... I think I eat a lot now a days. Wanna keep fit liao leh, abo really fat!!! Today is Hari Raya, I follow my mum go her Malay friend house to visit them, the curry is nice. I eat many cookies there, very tasty. Yummy!!! Next week, I start working liao. Gambateh!!!

Bad?Good?

2010-09-08T23:16:00.001+08:00

Haiz, last Sunday is my bad luck day!!! Really very bad luck for me. I lost my hand phone at genting highland....... What the hell!!! The new model hand phone, I use it for 6 months only, HATE!!! I like that phone very much, many sweet memories inside the phone!!! The thief take my phone like killing my life, ish!!! But luckily, my dad open back the same number sim card for me, so that my friends will find me easily, no need worry I change the phone number. And my dad promise me will buy a new phone for me, so now I use my dad's second phone temporally. Thank daddy~~~ The new model I choose is Aino, Sony Ericsson. It got touch screen and key pad two function, colour also nice, I choose white colour. Got a lot function too, compare to my past Yari, my lovely phone. Aino got wifi searcher, facebook, 8.1 mega pixes camera, and other...... Excited for waiting the phone come, muakakakaka....... R.I.P, my Yari, love you. And the useless thief, you will die very ugly!!! Hate you, no want learn any good but go become a thief!!!! Hopeless for this person!!!

P/S: We win a lot of gift from genting, the fluffy toys. Got Callie the caterpillar, Joe the monkey, and Allie the elephant. Now my house full of this fluffy toys!!! Before this, my house already got Tebby the tiger and Gino the dinosaur.

Mischievous Kiss (장난스런 키스)

2010-09-04T20:57:00.004+08:00

Yeah!!! Finally, my final exam is over, and me start to watch my flavour drama already. Two drama I'm following now, one is HongKong's drama, Cant Buy Me Love. And one is Korean's drama, Mischievous Kiss (장난스런 키스). Hahaha, I love that Mischievous Kiss. Because is my oppa aka baobei, Kim Hyun Joong be the main casts. Long time no see him liao leh, miss him very much...Wakaka \^0^/

Let share some pictures at here

I love my Baobei forever

2010-08-25T16:57:00.001+08:00

When I read this, i cry!!! Just because of loving~~~ I love them, very very much!!! They are my Baobei in my heart, forever~~~ I feel touching when reading this post on TSMY, and I share it on here. No other reason, because

I love my Baobei.

COPY FROM TSMY
(影像會開始前的事前採訪錄像)

亨：(歌迷數)好像很自然地減少了,反正就是感覺歌迷少了？所以有時很傷心
總是只能說謝謝
很抱歉只能說謝謝這句話
謝謝大家愛惜我們照顧我們，謝謝。一直很抱歉只能用這些話表達所有的感情

水：對歌迷來說這是一張很抱歉的專輯
並不是說歌曲什麼的不好
首先沒有遵守和大家的約定
還有，歌迷們也都知道，我們還沒有正規2輯
正規1輯倒是有，就那麼一點的差別...非常非常抱歉..
所以想表示感謝

玟：只要永遠想著我們是SS501就好了
雖然不是很完美，卻總是很努力的5個人
歌迷們是在給這樣的5個人應援
雖然歌迷們覺得從我們這裡得到了什麼
其實我們一直認為是我們從歌迷那裡得到了許多
感覺有點像戀人之間
好像互相在單戀
還是說互相給予傷害？

圭：5年的時間，說長不長，說短不短
以後的時間還會更多。 (和歌迷們)一起創造，一起經歷的時間
雖然現在有很多歌迷為我們加油
不管歌迷會永遠在我們身邊
還是都結婚了，人數減少了
為了給我們加油的人
我們會繼續唱下去

賢：比起LoveLikeThis，這次的活動時間更短，所以很抱歉
(要做出)真正的全新的音樂...能讓我們有充分自信的音樂...怎麼說呢...
奇怪，我怎麼突然要流淚了呢？（擦眼淚）

（歌迷會途中成員們說的話）
賢對玟說：
認識7年了，我人生的1/3吧？差不多1/3的時間，說長不長，說短不短
謝謝你總是那麼認真
謝謝你總是做歌迷，做我們4個人堅強的後盾
我想對歌迷說的是
不管我們SS501做什麼，請相信我們
有永遠相信SS501的各位，還有政玟在撐著，所以請永遠支持我們
對啊，精神上的支柱

圭對賢說：
如賢重哥說的，我們真的一起度過了很長的時間
說不定比起和父母在一起的時間，和成員們度過的時間更多
我們的10代，20代初期在慢慢溜走
（賢重哥）給了我們很多力量
雖然一個人在背後撐得很辛苦，在我們面前卻從不顯露
現在上了年紀了，希望你不要再這樣一個人撐了，我們很心疼~
前段時間出了點小事故受了傷
不過果然是賢重哥，很快就恢復，現在已經沒事了
希望以後能多加小心
以後不管是電視劇、電影，還是專輯，希望大家多多支持
還有，我經常說的一句話'謝謝，抱歉'
會一直努力直到不再感到抱歉（哭相）
永遠永遠
說長了，亨俊來吧（最後還是哭了）

亨對圭說：
聽到我們善良的圭鐘說這番話，我也很心疼
我們不是為了說什麼'5年了，要結束了'之類的話來這兒的，對吧？
今天想明確告訴大家的是，雖然我們5個人也會有個人活動
我們不是剛出專輯了嗎，會繼續努力的
LoveYa也很受歡迎啊，不是嗎？
SS501不會離開的，希望大家也不要離開這個位置
圭鐘淚水很多的
大家可能以為我很愛哭，其實圭鐘內心有很多想法
回到家還想來想去，甚至哭
所以看到圭鐘我會很心疼
所以...(哭相)
圭鐘是個很讓我感激的朋友，待我如親兄弟
希望以後我們做的所有事都能順利
還有...(哭得很厲害)
今天還真是有點抱歉
很抱歉眼淚一直止不住
很抱歉總是哭
很愛我們的成員
所以
..真的...圭鐘...圭鐘...還有...
我的同歲朋友政玟，那三位，圭鐘，永生哥，賢重哥，謝謝
今天的淚水，5年，10年，50年，直到我們死
都將是我美好的回憶，以後會更努力的
多照顧我們圭鐘
如果沒有圭鐘我肯定會很痛苦
很好的朋友，如親兄弟般的帥氣圭鐘
希望大家多多照顧他，我們自己也是
大家多多愛惜他。謝謝

（輪到永生對亨俊說話，永生害羞）
一個一個來還真是挺害羞的
聽了大家的話想到的，
我們總是5個人一起，時間長了反而不能感受到5個人在一起的珍貴
我曾經單獨去了日本，
除了演唱會那是我第一次一個人站上舞台
那時深切地體會到了
組合不會孤獨，果然好啊
這也算是我遲來的醒悟吧
想對成員們說的話呢，當然想說謝謝
理所當然的，不需要特別說明的話
謝謝，是理所當然的；愛你們，喜歡你們，也是理所當然的
總之..不知道要說什麼了...大家突然都在哭
我今天準備一直笑的，所以一直強忍著淚水
（歌迷：哭吧，哭吧）
讓我哭反而哭不出來了~
想對歌迷們說的呢...說什麼呢

賢：我代表成員們想說的是
今天不是什麼傷心的日子
而是全新的日子，希望大家都能笑
是全新的開始
對於那些謠言，那些惡性留言
雖然大家還是會擔心
但從現在開始，請不要擔心
想說的是
希望大家相信我們SS501

玟對水說：
我要說什麼啊？首先對永生哥總是（哭相）
恩，首先我總是..哦..我的性格比較強...（哭得很厲害）
所以總是..啊~不行了~
以後我們自己私下說~那樣會好一點
總之希望大家永遠支持我們
恩...（哭得厲害）接下來...
下次我們SS501公演的時候都要來啊（哭相）
（最後告別）

圭：我們和豌豆公主們一起走過的時間已經5年了
說長不長，說短不短的時間，我還是覺得很短
等到很久很久以後，會發覺'啊，那5年不算什麼嘛'
我們會變得更加帥氣，給大家帶來更多的禮物
如大家常說的'直到我們成為世界第一的那一天'
我們會更努力的
不要花心哦
不過可以交男朋友~（圭的意思是說不要喜歡別的歌手，但是要交男朋友=。=）
雖然不知道對大家來說今天怎麼樣，我很開心，謝謝大家
對我們5個人，對我來說今天真的是意義非凡的時間
比任何公演都要開心，都要幸福
我說太多其他人就說不了了（亨：不會的~/賢：沒關係~）
就說到這裡
我經常留言的~（官網）

玟：還有很多人沒能參加今天的活動，我們5個人很遺憾
在場各位代替她們給了我們很大的力量
希望對大家來說也是一個美好的回憶，希望今天能成為我們繼續一起前進的原動力
SS501多方面...其實對我來說，今天心情一直很沉重很難過
我會把它看作是我們必須要完成的作業
雖然現在已經給了我們很多力量
希望大家再給我們SS501更多的力量
總之請支持我們SS501

賢：謝謝來支持我們的各位
雖然是很形式上的話，'我愛你們'
不管怎麼樣SS501...
（歌迷：再說一遍）我不是那麼容易的男人誒~
恩，總之希望以後繼續給予SS501更多的關愛
我們也會為此努力。謝謝

亨：謝謝
我們SS501能走到今天就像夢一樣
以後要做的太多了
正規2輯
正規..我們都5年了，'1輯歌手'能說的過去嗎？對吧？
對於這個問題我們也很感慨，總之不光歌迷，我們也一直在思考這個問題
即使需要一點時間，也一定會拿出很棒的2輯的~SayHo~~
所以請在原地等著我們
為了我們10年後，20年後，30年後的相見，我們會努力的~謝謝

水：相信我們。我愛你們。
完~（成員們：恩？搞什麼啊~）
今天真的...太晚了~末班車快沒了~完~
不會忘記今天這個日子
非常非常謝謝，有時又很抱歉
真的...簽名會時寫過很多遍'謝謝'
總是很謝謝，謝謝~再一次，我愛你們

賢：恩，唱一首歌吧
SS501的心愛之物
雖然是很短的（活動）時間，非常....對不起...
下次真的真的會長~時間活動的
恩，對不起
亨：我們的1位歌曲~LoveYa~

Lazy??Crazy??

2010-08-23T23:05:00.000+08:00

Haiz, dunno how to study also...... Wednesday exam liao, now still lazy to study..... Aiyoyo, the Hubungan Etnik read until cheapter 7 only, still got 2 cheapter leh!!! Cham liao lo, i use 3 days to read 7 cheapter de HE, than how i use 2 days to complete my economic and accounting leh??? Final exam, I hate you!!! You make me crazy liao leh!!! STOP!!! Continue study, ok? ADD OIL!!!

SS501

2010-08-21T00:18:00.001+08:00

Sorry, this time I want use Chinese to write my blog.

好久都没有使用中文了，希望不会生疏。聆听着SS501一起在录音室唱的一首歌《Mal To You》，以朴政珉为主改编自《Run To You》的歌。看着听着，宝贝们的样子在脑海中闪过，真的好想念他们。虽然他们面临解体的危机，但是我却依然为身为豌豆公主的自己而骄傲！没错，是这样的！因为忙于功课，把宝贝们都抛诸脑后有一段日子了，直到现在才开始缅怀他们的一切。最近一直在电台听到《Love Ya》这首歌！真的好开心哦！买了好多他们的专辑，最喜爱的应该是最新的两张，《Rebirth》还有《Destination》吧！因为这两张是我开始爱上他们后所推出的新专辑。听到他们面临解体的危机，我也有一度担心，不管未来怎么样，他们与DSP的和约的确是到期了。他们有自己的人生，有自己想要发展的方向。不管他们在那里，永远都是豌豆公主心中的SS501。因为豌豆公主们相信，SS501的含义就是五个人永远在一起的！

P/S：小宝贝金亨俊将会来马举办见面会哦！可惜我要考试不能参加。加油啦小宝贝！

你们永远都是我的宝贝！

Love in Disguise

2010-08-19T21:03:00.000+08:00

Yesterday is movie day,

watched Love in Disguise.

Very nice + cute!!!

Love the theme song,

and the story line too.

Very meaningful!

王力宏-你不知道的事

2010-08-19T11:15:00.000+08:00

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行

夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地

我飞行但你坠落之际

很靠近还听见呼吸

对不起我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什麽离开你

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣

你的泪滴像倾盆大雨碎了满地在心里清晰

你不知道我为什麽狠下心

盘旋在你看不见的高空里多的是你不知道的事

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行

夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地

我飞行但你坠落之际

很靠近还听见呼吸

对不起我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什麽离开你

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣

你的泪滴像倾盆大雨碎了满地在心里清晰

你不知道我为什麽狠下心

盘旋在你看不见的高空里多的是你不知道的事

我飞行但你坠落之际

你不知道我为什麽离开你

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣

你的泪滴像倾盆大雨碎了满地在心里清晰

你不知道我为什麽狠下心

盘旋在你看不见的高空里多的是你不知道的事

Happy :D

2010-08-17T23:38:00.003+08:00

Take the make good test for my English language subject just now, because i failed my coursework, and lecturer give me a chance to help me get pass in my coursework. Luckily, I passed it! 22/40. Although that is not a higher marks, but I did it! Because lecturer say that if I can get 20/40, that mean I will pass my coursework, thank God, and also my English lecturer give me an opportunity to passed my coursework. I will be more hardworking to prepare for my final exam and get an average results. I think I cant sleep tonight, just because I passed my English language. Feel so happy, even though just at grade C, for me, is enough. But my results look not very good, even I passed all subjects, but my accounting, microeconomic and English language seem to be very weak. I need to improve more to help me get the good result in final exam, no need excellent grade, just want pass all the subjects and no need resit the paper! Add oil!!!

Hate

2010-08-13T18:29:00.000+08:00

Today the sky so dark, just like my mood, very down.....Just now watch my overall English coursework result. No eyes see leh! I hate myself, no any reason, just because I cant handle my English language well. Doing past year grammar questions in tutorial class just now, many questions dunno how to do, some more many questions did wrong. What wrong with me? After discussion, just feel that is a very simple question, but why my mind no any answer and dunno what is the meaning. Feel that i am the poor student in my tutorial class. How can I handle my final exam well??? Arg!!!! I hate this!

News

2010-08-10T21:35:00.001+08:00

Today is me first day go to college on week 13th because yesterday I was sick. Not very serious, but almost serious already. Today received some good news and a bad news, the good news are me passed my microeconomic, hubungan etnik and quantitative studies coursework. My quantitative studies get grad A! Wow, what a wonderful news. But my English language is around C or C-, lecturer not sure yet coz she not yet calculate the overall marks.This is the bad news, God bless me pls! I must work hard in my final exam so that my result will average and hope that no more grad C in my result.

sick~

2010-08-09T12:25:00.000+08:00

haiz,

SICK!!!!

feel uncomfortable whole night and cant sleep well,

until now still blur blur,

GOD BLESS ME!!!

2010/8/7

2010-08-07T20:00:00.000+08:00

Wow, just now go Sunway Carnival for shopping and lunch. Eat lunch with my Ex-supervisor, Mr. Yong and have a window shopping at Popular. After that, go S&J buy the gift ^Q^. Long time did not go Sunway leh, miss the surrounding, maybe have a feel for that place. Besides, our tutorial group create a group in facebook. Just only for Y1M19 students, for keeping strong bone. Hahaha, next Wednesday is White Day, dunno is who start the Black day on last Wednesday, now, every week got different colour's day. A lot of Tarcian wear the specific cloth on that day, include me. Need to study hard for prepare my exam for next 2 week, the first subject is Hubungan Etnik, than follow by English Language, Microecomomic, Introduction To Accounting, and last one is Quantitative Studies. But unluckily, Saturday and Sunday also need sit for exam TnT. Every candidate, Gambateh!!!