突然就想到

好久没上来了，刚好看了朋友的部落格，就过来写写了。他其实是一个蛮不错的人，就有些时候嘴巴比较利了一点，脾气比较躁了一点，其他什么的都好。看着看着，也觉得他满可怜的。是啊，这个团体它慢慢的变质了，我感觉不到当初的那股热忱，是我老了吗？也许吧，都毕业一年多了，它变成什么关你什么事啊？其实我在那里面是个不起眼的小卒，能安安稳稳的离开，也算是一种福气。认识我的人都知道，我在里面其实都不好过，就静静的一个人，也知道里面很多人讨厌我。我技不如人，高中一那年早就该离开了，我死厚脸皮的留下来，为的是什么？就是那一颗爱着这团体的心吗？2010年的某一天，顾问老师告诉我妈妈说，高中一那一年我是被冤枉的。那又怎么样？还得了我的清白吗？那三年来的煎熬你们明白吗？就因为自卑，就因为知道自己被讨厌，都是静静的，有活动就出席，有出场就练习，我也没有埋怨你们讨厌我，因为我知道自己为什么被讨厌。有时候，就连我自己也讨厌我自己，好怀疑当初那厚脸皮的傻劲是怎么来的？我知道很多人我在对我指指点点的，超级无敌的讨厌我，很想跟你们说声对不起。战战兢兢的度过了两年，明白了也遗憾了。最大的遗憾，是从来都没有出过fasa，还有你们的济州岛之旅。如果让我重新选择，我想，高中一那年的离开，未免对我是最好的，感觉上好像做错了选择。将错就错吧，向前看，你的路还远着呢！这小小的错只是你人生的小部分，未来还有什么困难你都不知道，何必在这里庸人自扰呢？

还有，那个冤枉我的人，你心安理得吗？如果真的那么心安理得的话，就请你继续下去吧。我不会怪你，更加不会原谅你。因为原谅你和不原谅你，都换不回我那两年的时间。

Good Bye 2010, Hello 2011

2010已经来到尾声了，感觉上我的2010很平凡。值得庆幸的是，我没有回到中学修读中六，而是选择了学院。不一样的环境，也有不一样的体验。头发长长了，不再是那个冬菇头；也觉得自己花钱花得很凶！尤其是服饰还有化妆品。。。。不得了啦！！！女生嘛，当然是这些家当啦！而且现在没有校规的约束，满自由的。这一年，我还满常生病的，生病的原因都一样，淋雨！真的要好好照顾自己了。
其实有时候，还蛮庆幸自己没有回去那我不知如何形容的地方。刚刚回去看看了，全都换了新的面貌，有点容不进里面。他们给我的感觉，不再是家的温暖，而是冷冰冰的世界。或许是我多心了，但是我还是不适合那里的世界。
38的Jessica 和Wei Tang，没想到我们隔了那么多年，还可以粘在一起，不错嘛！我爱你们^^四大团长啊，目前为止我只见到老二而已，你们什么时候要出来聚一聚？？？
接下来就是新年的愿望了，没什么特别的，就是身体健康，考试顺利，万事如意。最近家里多了新成员了。我的小兔子-MOMO。他真的很可爱！！！毛茸茸的，只是他的大小便很臭，我就叫他MOMO了。因为台语臭臭就叫CHAO MOMO，哈哈哈。。。。

我的momo

祝大家新年快乐，事事顺心

Happy 2011

Last Month of 2010

This is the last month of 2010, and my final exam is coming soon. My college life is getting funny and meaningful, and the homework become more hard. I will try my best to handle my homework and get a great result in this semester. Christmas is coming, but this year I was celebrate it at Malaysia.Damn miss the time I celebrate Christmas with my family at Hong Kong or Singapore. Wish all of my friend,

Merry Christmas!!!

Ho Ho Ho..........

Shopaholic

This is what i bought just now at Sunway carnival mall, 2 body scrub 1 from Watson and 1 from Guardian, a Garnier light oil control cream, 1 Nivea firming body lotion Q10 plus, 1 Garnier pure mask. Really a shopaholic girl, I agree. I also bought a 2011 planner from Popular so that I can manage my time usefully.

OK, now start to intro skin care products I  brought just now.

Watson moisturizing &  softening olive body scrub 200ml
This is first time I bought body scrub, a fresh testing for me because my skin really very dark, feel like aging girl. I choose this because it will help me remove dead skin cells and refresh my skin. I never try this before.

Guardian lavender spa exfoliating bath scrub 200ml
Body scrub again, but this is Guardian brand, I also never try it before, lavender can help us relax, so i bought it.

Garnier light oil control cream 40ml
First time using whitening product, because I feel that my face getting dark after study at Tar college because I need walk to school under sun even I got bring umbrella. The sun ray really very strong, I no use sun block,so my skin getting dark.

Garnier pure mask 2X6ml
A deep clean mask can remove dirty that unclog pore and remove extra oil from your face. It got self-heating action so you will feel warm after use this mask.

Nivea firming body lotion Q10 plus 250ml
I feel my skin loses firmness and elasticity. I want bought other body lotion but too expensive, so I bought this. Q10 can improve firmness and elasticity, hope that this product can help me a lot.

Hopeless, Helpless

Actually I dislike to complain at here, but it make me feel hopeless and helpless when I feel regret to have this friend in my life. Can I say regret? Am I do it right? I cant find my answer from my heart, but my brain tell me that, YOU ARE RIGHT. She change a lot, I dunno why. Maybe the environment make she change, maybe her friends......many causes can make a people change their personality, I agree with this because I am a good example. Should I still make friend with her? I don't know, my heart not allow me to open again for her. She hurt me before, I forgive her. Now, although she no hurt me, but she change like a stranger to me. I totally cant recognize who is she anymore. Maybe is my false, maybe I am selfish......Sorry about this, make me regret and hopeless.....

Friends Forever

昨天很八卦的说，三个人，一个msn，就这样聊到半夜两点。。。很久没有试过这样开心了，谢谢你们^0^ 没有想到，五年后，还可以像小学那样无话不谈。到底是什么原因，自己知道好了啦！当然，要当永远的朋友哦！

Jessica Sim and Wei Tang Lim